Finished using then ignore~

Feel like been used by HIM and HER~
HIM~
Just to get closer to me cause She's my good friends~
And wanted to get more about her..
But now?
He doesnt have to do that already><"

Not only Him..
Few already..
Just because of they're my friends..
So I have to be used by others to get closer to them?
What can I do to change it?
I have no idea at all~
Almost everyone use me to get closer to a guy or a girl~
HAH!
That's so call FRIENDSHIP~
I gotta be proud cause i'm useful?

I still cant control my stupid actions that are so damn obvious..
TANWEISHAN,
I want to try it once..
I mean..
At least be brave for once=)
Just this once..

Pen off =)

Kinda pissed~

Firstly,
TANWEISHAN, go view my privated blog~
Details there:)

ok~
I WAS pissed..
obviously~
You're such a sucker!
I hate this word~
But I really cant find any better word to describe you!
Think before you talk !
Use your brain la please!
*dooooot* you..~
Actually I know I dont have the right to angry about that..
But you're totally over..~!!!
Definitely~
I am so damn pissed because of your attitude and your words!
Arghhhh!
Dont act like you know me!
Cause in fact,
YOU ARE NOT ! F*cker!
Btw,
I feel so proud to see you like that! XD

And you bitch!
You're so damn annoying..
Dont use me~ I can feel it!
Btw,
You seems like having different targets at a same time ya~
Dont try to seduce my friend's bf..
He is not yours!
Dont make me feel irritated again!
disgusting~

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I am really quite emotional these days..
=(
I miss you easily nowadays..
Weishan: I feel like i can control already.. but sometimes I will just be CHONG DONG! XD
++End--

(Yesterday update) Saturday:)

Such a nice nice day:D XD
Went to CCA as usual this morning..

Computer Club~
Really a good day!
Gary, Weichong and KaWai sat with me in a same row..
At first..
We didnt talk much de~
After that..
About9am..~
Started to talk talk talk!
Funny+Fun !
Laughed die me~
hahahaXD

Girlguide=)
Chatted A LOT with Adeline and Jasmine when building gadget:)
Nice nice~ X)

Went to lunch with Kaiyi at SKY~
:)
Chat chat chat
Gossip gossip Gossip
until we syok!
XD

Went to tuition afterthat..~
Nothing special..~

At night!
Wagamama!
with Sophie, Lau Fui Yun, Singing and a SPECIAL GUEST ! XD
38 until almost the whole wagamama was full of our sound~ XD

Nothing special this day..
But I am just in good mood!
XD

-EnD-
p/s: Weishan's same-birthday-with-me-friend -------> Shelley 's father passed away.. Let's pray for him.. =(

=DX

FUN FUN FUN ! :D
We wore PE t-shirt to school today !
LOL~
not bad the feelings XD

Nothing much to talk about at school~ =)

TUition!~~
Funny sei me !
XD

Huey huey is so cuteee!
hahaha~
Kept give me zet~

诶，对不起啦..玩下罢了..最多补偿你一下咯..
*stared*
最多把你摔在地上，在扶你起来说“亲爱的，没事吧？”
哼
HAHAHAHAHA

laughed die..~
XD

现在几点啊？
duuuu~ (showing me her calculator~ XD)

another one..

我开心，你就要开心；我伤心，你就要伤心
哇
等于Follow Me

LOL ! LOL ! LOL ! XD

Yinhuan Hueyhuey Sophie Everyone

LOL!
I really laughed die~
Funny dou arhhh~
XD

Still got Crystal and Lau Fui Yun!!
hahaha~
They are all so funny~
Love die the tuition gang :D XD <3

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DX
Guy/Girl 1
I just knew that what u've been thinking of me..
I like him?
I thought you know me well..
Or maybe..
I thought I know you well..
I never think that you'll think me like that..
Really disappointed..~

Guy/Girl 2
Who are you to say me like that?
You're not qualified at all!

-EnD-
p/S: TAN WEI SHAN, find me when you're online to know more=)

[转] 因为你不喜欢我 {有改动}

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我经常去看你空间的意义
只想了解你的最新情况

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我为什么经常给你发短信
不是此刻想起你
而是我一直想着你
只是此刻想你想得最厉害

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我为什么会知道你那么多的消息
因为你的一切，
哪怕是早点吃了什么
对于我来说也是有意义的

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
你和谁在一起干了什么
对我来说都是一种纠结
我会乱揣测，乱生气
即使我们什么关系也没有

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
你的一句不在乎
我为什么那么在乎
我在乎的不是这句话
我在乎的是你的人

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道我打出那一句句
“那你忙吧！我不打扰”时
内心的纠结

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道我的手机里面存的都是你的信息
不开心时
看着看着
不自觉的傻笑
因为感觉你就在身边
自我安慰些

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
你对我的忽冷忽热
总是让我不自觉被你掌控
一半甜蜜，一半忧伤

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
在我失去你信息的日子里
我是多么沮丧
我怕就此失去你

因为你不喜欢我
所以你寂寞的时候不会想起我
而我却时时刻刻的想着你

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
你在我眼里多么的重要
而我知道
我在你眼里却十分渺小

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
我的目光只追随着你
只为你闪亮~

-------------------------------------------------------
I changed abit=)
That really happened in my real life..~
Really nice..~
I love it..~

You dont know your words have already hurt me~
=(

-End-

p/s: WEISHAN~ I cant control ><"

A tag XD

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, tag your friends !

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Dutch Lady (chocolate) :)
2. Last phone call: Ma' mum
3. Last text message: My dear mum:D
4. Last song you listened to: Hello by Jonathan Groff !! XD
5. Last time you cried: Forgot

HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: Hmmm, not sure...
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: I havent even kiss~
9. Lost someone special: Yes..
10. Been depressed : Yes..
11. Been drunk and threw up: No~ XD

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Blue
13. Black
14. Green

THIS YEAR [2010] HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: Yes!
16. Fallen out of love: Yes..
17. Laughed until you cried: Yup :)
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Kind of..
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Surprisingly no... I'd rather not know...
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No:)
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 90%
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2
24. Do you have any pets: No=P
25. Do you want to change your name: Sometimes...
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Celebrated with Simon,Shinli,Sharon,Jacky,Nigel and Beverly=)
27. What time did you wake up today: 6:00am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Slept
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: PMR and UEC ! =="
30. Last time you saw your mum: Yesterday morning=)
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Hmm.. Dont know=="
32. What are you listening to right now: The sound of TV~ XD
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: People!
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook, Youtube, Blogger...
36. What's your real name: Lau Yin Huan
37. Nicknames: Ah Girl, Lau Ah Girl, Ah fan and etc..
38. Relationship Status: Married and Divorced~ XD
39. Zodiac sign: Piggy~
40. Male or female: Female :P
41. Elementary: Syn Hua Primary School
42. Middle School: YuYuan Secondary School
43. High school/college: Not yet~
44. Hair colour: Black and white.XD
46. Height: 153cm =="
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Yup~
48: What do you like about yourself: Dont know=="
49. Piercings: 2~
50. Tattoos: No Way~
51. Righty or lefty: Righty~

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Did not~
53. First piercing: The day before Cny starts..
54. First best friend: Wendy Lim Wen Xuan:D
55. First sport you joined: Forgot~
56. First vacation: Perak! =="

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nope.. Going to~
60. Drinking: Nope.
61. I'm about to: eat~
62. Listening to: sound from TV~
63. Waiting on: Going to eat~

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: Yes
65. Get Married: Yes
66. Career: Not sure...

WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes : ()
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both XP
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No.
77. Drank hard liquor: hmm.. Wisky?><"
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yup~
79. Sex on first date: =="
80. Broken someone's heart: I dont think so..
82. Been arrested: LOL !
83. Turned someone down: Yes..
84. Cried when someone died: Yes..
85. Fallen for a friend: Yes..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes!
87. Miracles: Yes!
88. Love at first sight: Yes!
89. Heaven: Yes!
90. Santa Claus: No!
91. Kiss on the first date: Yes!
92. Angels: Yes!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No~
95. Did you sing today: Yes!
96. Ever cheated on somebody: Of course no~ lolx
97. If you could go back in time: I have A LOT to do! D:
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it: Hmm.. 5th January.. So that i can relive the whole year =(
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: Yup~
100. Posting this as 100 truths: Hmm, I have to think about that...

Tag: Tan Wei Shan, Tan Wen Yee, Ariel, Sinyee, Jwei, Chia Shin Li, Yong Bo Yee and Crystal..=D

本来就是我先介入的..
是我的错..
我不该认为你和他们不一样..
我不该相信你说我没有她酱讨人厌..
我不该在你每次找我的时候，都义不容辞的挺身而出~
我不应该相信友谊不会变质..since i've experienced so many times already..
我不应该去纵容你每一次的无理取闹~
我不应该相信你说的每一句话..
我更不应该去三八..
担心你的事情~
我最不应该的..
就是接通了那通电话..~！！
如果我没有接你那通电话..
就不会知道原来我们有太多心照不宣的事情~
如果我不接那通电话，
我就不会再有这个机会再一次被朋友伤害~

既然我们之间的友谊已经有了裂痕，
我的挽回你也视若无睹，
甚至不加以理会，而且还可以一次又一次地说出那些伤人的话
我就再也无法装作若无其事~

你每一次..
每一次都只会逃避~
遇到问题，
你都宁愿逃避，
而不正视整个问题，
也不愿意摊开来说~
问了你一次又一次..
“发生了什么事？”
你每一次都转移话题~
从来没有一次想要尝试解决问题~

现在..
你却把我丢在一旁..
我在你的眼里究竟是什么？
玩一玩就丢在一旁的玩具吗？
你都不觉得你很自私吗？

我的发泄到此为止~
老实说..
这个人绝对不会看到这个post~
所以在读着的各位..
绝对不是你=)

p/s: TANWEISHAN.. You should know who am I talking about:)