108 days......

距离SPM，还有108天~
我很紧张！我很怕！我很想读！
可是，你可以不要选我心情不好的时候去给我压力吗！？
我只是想放松一下，我自己会安排，你可以不要干涉吗！？
我很不爽！我心情不好！我压力很大！我很想哭！我也不懂为什么！
总之，你不要烦我，我自然会把事情做完！
可是你现在这样，弄到我完全没有mood去读了~

我比任何人还要怕，你怕什么，这个不是你的未来，是我的。
To myself： 拜托，明天恢复正常可以吗~ :(

All ended.

It's the end of my feelings now.
No more for you.
No more next time.
This is a promise to myself.
For my own good :)

Having days like this! FUN yet pissed

School started for like 1 month ago,
Had my cny holiday like.. 3 weeks ago? LOL
despite the shocking news i got BEFORE CNY..
I kinda enjoyed my holiday with ma' friends :)
Just LEARNED HOW TO PLAY LAMI
HAHAHAHAHAA!
And i'm SOOOOOOOOOO ADDICTED XD
Had a great one.. although i didnt receive that many angpauS xD

Tsk tsk tsk.. :D

School day is kinda fun because I have ONE CLASS of awesome classmates! :)
(BESIDE THAT 2 汉奸 that switched to commerce stream XD )
just that.. those teachers..
i mean..
NOT ALL la~
Some of them just acted like a weirdo which irritates us REALLY MUCH!
And the principal is so KERAS KEPALA.
Turning into 50, doesnt mean you have to CHANGE EVERYTHING, DUDE!
School is for us,
WE are the one studying
WE are the one taking exams
WE are the one taking SPM, NOT YOU!
Please think for us and let us do our OWN DECISION.
It'll be ourselves to blame on if we made a wrong decision, NOT YOU :)
If this kind of situation continue LIKE THAT..
Sorry my dear, I'm definitely gotta go for my foundation next year:)

And and and~
Meeting is for DISCUSSING OR ANNOUNCING, not for you to CONTROL EVERYTHING !
Please behave yourself. Dont think that you're OLD ENOUGH to control. You dont have the right to do so:)


Was really not in the mood this few days..
I've never been like this, worrying about something i never did so much..
It's like..
The future is a mist, I cant see where i'm going..
And all those things about the prediction..
I felt so happy.. but yet.. started to think really much again..
I just couldn't get rid of those awkward feelings within me..
Not having good sleep every night..
I'm so sick of those bad dreams.. =(
My head was so painful and i gotta leave school early today~
Resting at home made me feel so good..
I just feel so unsteady and emo recently..
Thanks to twitter for listening to me:)
That's all for this post.. It's 11.47pm now.. I feel so exhausted..
Goodnight :)

p/s: Ya, why dont you two just get together and marry each other, I'll be SO HAPPY FOR YOU !

Manda's back :D

Manda's back:D♥
And we went out for dinner and yumcha yesterday night :D
We only had 3 persons (sophie, manda and I) at first..
Having dinner..
Chatted so much and tried to catch up what had happened around her and around us
but then we joined Wenjiun, Hungvui and Nigel at Taste to yumcha:P

Had this yesterday night :D
not bad drinking~ it doesnt have those STRONG SMELL and it only contains 5.5 alcohol :)
Drank 3 glasses of it..
Then drank 2 glasses of TIGER..
I felt the world's spinning~ lol..

CRAP alot, and..
There was one part,
Wenjiun was imitating XiaoBai, Dorothy (our addmaths teacher) and Amanda Yim's conversation when we were having our addmaths lesson -

你一定是每天晚上玩电脑玩到很夜的咯..
我哪里有..
大多数喝醉酒的人都不会讲自己喝醉的~
你觉得我有喝酒啦?

ROFLMAO!
It's still funny even wenjiun is only imitating.. and we all laughed like hell~
but then manda was so funny when we all finished laughing..
SHE SAID,

什么意思哦？

LOL!!!
Everyone of us laughed even harder and louder.. She summore gotta asked like this after she finished laughing~ She's so cute ! xD ♥

Xiaobai, Amanda Yim, Dorothy, Manda


Here's are some photos~

Manda♥


Wenjiun

Sophie♥

Hungvui

We 3 ♥

Nigel

♥ - End - ♥

p/s: I was talking with TAN WEI SHAN on the phone while writing this blog xD ♥

One random piece.

I just simply come up with this post
because i just renovated my whole page xD
It looks so much nicer now.. for me :P

I loved my old one too..
especially that picture..
but ya~
They're all about memories :)
It's time for moving on. :)

Time passes so fast~
2011 is coming to an end already~
DECEMBER is coming!
And i'm going to KL on next tuesday :D
I seriously cant wait for it already..
TAN WEI SHAN
I gt A LOT to tell you ~~~
About her and about him xD

I really wanna say BYE-BYE to the old me,
who used to cry for you but yet isn't appreciated.
I swear,
From now on,
it's not going to happen anymore :)
I'm definitely okay without you =)
Here's a piece of advice,
Appreciate those who're around you,
Dont think that there's always replacement..
Or else, you'll be regret one day, guaranteed♥

I enjoy my life now
And i know,
there's a lot of problems and tasks waiting for me,
i have to recharge myself during this holiday~
hey PROBLEMS,
Wait for me.
I am going to deal with you once i'm back from my holiday :D

p/s: I really miss you so much ♥

九把刀说：每个男孩的心目中都有一个沈佳宜
我说：每个女孩的内心深处都渴望着一个柯景腾的出现 ♥ :)

23.11.2011 ♥

Firstly, i hafta say that, my birthday was AWESOME..
maybe after reading this post, u might just "cheh~"..
but i really gotta say, it's already the best i've ever had :D

This morning, woke up at 7 something, went to have breakfast with my dad and sis~
Before sending my parents to airport~ (they're flying to CHINA on my birthday -.-" )
And they were like forgot about my birthday @@"
whatever.. at least my mum did send me a message before she board the plane.. TO WISH ME xD
Afterthat i went to Jacky's house because i didnt have transport to go tuition xD
It was great.. cause i finally got to use INTERNET after 3 days !!!
STUPID STREAMYX=.="
Had tuition in the afternoon~ and we gambled! LOL..
i lose money leh! but still.. i was ok about it.. haha.. i dont know why xD

And actually, my awesomeness of the day started at night :D
i dated Amanda, Cheryl, Xiaoyou, Simon, Ah En, Mellisa, Wenjiun and Sun :D
but then.. Mellisa gotta practise for her function tomorrow night, she put my aeroplane-.-"
wenjiun and Sun only can join us during the second round..

so at first, i only had dinner with Cheryl, Amanda, Xiaoyou, Simon and Ah En at The Boss xD
we just had our lunch there on monday!
and tonight, we're there again xD
It was so much fun to be with them..
kept laughing at those very little random thingy xD

Contohnya.. xD
Amanda and Simon reached first..
Then they told the waitress there'll be 8 person~ (they didnt tell actually, they pointed xD)
When they're trying to arrange the tables..
The waitress was like in a shock.. and she asked, "lapan puluh?"
LOL!! So damn funny~ and afterthat when amanda told us , she summore added those funny-looked-panic actions of the waitress xD

And then that day lunch,
there was a waiter sending our drinks..
Xiaoyou ordered Mocha and when it reached..
the waiter go and smell it then said IT'S MOCHA~
Then we dont knw why.. kept laughing about that..
and until just now, we still cant stop making fun with that xD

Thinking back now, i seriously forget about most of those jokes we laughed at and why did i laugh so hard~ xD
It was such a pleasant and cheerful dinner xD
after the dinner, i had no idea how did they give the signal to the waiter..
I only remember Amanda asked them to kemas the table and i was chatting with forgot-who..
Then all of the sudden, a cake appeared and they started to sing Birthday Song :D
It was so surprising~
I didnt expect any cake or candles, and i made a wish.. *it came true :) *
then we continued to chat for like half an hour, eating cakes~

Afterthat, we discussed about where should we go for the next round..~
Xiaoyou wanted to go to BALIN so much but then she had to say it's too far and it'll be late when she gets home xD
After that funny discussing section~ we decided to go to Equator for the second round xD
Sun and Wenjiun joined us when we actually finished drinking our "TEA"~
Spending time at Equator, camwhoring with Xiaoyou and Amanda~ using Simon's camera xD
it had over 100 photos we've taken xD

When we're in Equator.. there was a part.. we talked about 24 seasons drum camp~
Those tutors are so damn lengzai and we cant stop talking about them~ xD

Walao.. Muji very lengzai right~
Yalo.. most lengzai is him already..
Where gt.. that Ah boy very yeng~
ohh.. that one ah.. not bad only la xD Chin Chun Ket also very lengzai ma~
Yalo.. he's from sandakan one leh~
but they all have girlfriend or wife already one xD
LOL xD (who cares? xD )
Eh, not fair lo~ how come that day you can go help one?
Jocelyn asked me de wor..
Yerrr.. i have to scold her already.. call her now~
oh.. okay~

Then we really called up Jocelyn and they really asked her why can i go help and stuff~ xD
Were so crazy about those tutors xD
Amanda Xiao You Me

Afterthat, Xiaoyou left earlier cause her mum didnt want her to go home late~
Then we continued to chat until around 11pm..
everyone's going back~

How you back oh?
*DUUUUU* (pointing to wenjiun)
huh?? WA......

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA....
laughed die all of us

Sun Wenjiun Me

cause Wenjiun didnt even know he had to fetch sun home, ah sun never ask xD
and that funny moment of wenjiun's expression really made us laughed like hell xD

Then i went to find my bro who was in Subway with his friends~
Went there to join them playing cards xD
that card rules i never hear one~ lol..
but it's like testing your trust to your friends xD
When i played till very high
Suddenly received a message from TJ LIM at 10.52pm saying that THEY PURPOSELY SEND ME WISHES LATE so that can increase my expectancy xD
Then continuously receiving wishes from JieSoon (saying that he's the guy i liked xD ), Joan (tj's mum? xD ), Jiaying, Ah Soo and Ting Ting~ :D

And there were 2 more i have to highlight what they said xD
JOCELYN thought that when i called her at first was to test her whether she still remember my birthday and to scold her NO HEART xD then she sent something acted like she's angry, TO WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY~ lol.. her last sentence - 我不是没有心，我只是故意忘记，让你期待一下~ really kik dao me~ hahaha xD
kay la kay la~ MOST GT HEART is you already xD ♥ you so damn much:P xD

Then that GARY YAP more kik~ 低调的人会讲自己是低调的咩？xD it seems like the whole thing is planned by him~ fine.. You all really did surprise me btw xD You guys succeeded~~ happy? xD

But i really gotta admit, Today is really very DAMN AWESOME~♥
Thanks guys, for brightening my sweet 16th :D ♥
♥ you all :D

Being stupid :(

I was thinking about us this whole afternoon..
Thinking that we might talk like normal..
or at least.. ACT LIKE normal friends..
But now only i know..
I was dreaming..
Really dreaming~

Seriously..
I dont really know what have I done..
Maybe i got some idea why we became like this..
But if that's the reason..
Babe, You're becoming so FUCKING UNREASONABLE!!
If it's possible, can you please tell me what's that about?
Instead of leaving me here guessing and act like you're so BEH SONG me?

I dont think we can go back to our old days..
But why cant at least..
Be back to NORMAL?
Can you please tell me what had happened?
I only want a reason..

This second semester is so sucks
And i miss my old S1B so much :'(
It's hard to act like nothing happened~
I'm sad.
For now..
But next second, i might just forget what you've done to me and be an idiot again:')