Saturday, August 13, 2011

Being stupid :(

I was thinking about us this whole afternoon..
Thinking that we might talk like normal..
or at least.. ACT LIKE normal friends..
But now only i know..
I was dreaming..
Really dreaming~

Seriously..
I dont really know what have I done..
Maybe i got some idea why we became like this..
But if that's the reason..
Babe, You're becoming so FUCKING UNREASONABLE!!
If it's possible, can you please tell me what's that about?
Instead of leaving me here guessing and act like you're so BEH SONG me?

I dont think we can go back to our old days..
But why cant at least..
Be back to NORMAL?
Can you please tell me what had happened?
I only want a reason..

This second semester is so sucks
And i miss my old S1B so much :'(
It's hard to act like nothing happened~
I'm sad.
For now..
But next second, i might just forget what you've done to me and be an idiot again:')

Monday, May 16, 2011

文 or 商?

心情很乱..
这个消息也并不是很突然..
只是..
真的要我面对这个问题..
好难..
不懂要怎么选择..
他现在要我们在那么短时间内,去决定一个足以影响我们一生的决定,适合吗?
我们选文商科的目的本来就是因为对自
己的未来不确定,
而决定在这两年,甚至是三年内
去寻找、去发掘自
己要做的究竟是什么..
现在,
他却突然间要我们在短时间
内做出决定..
没错,
我不否认对一些已经确定自己目
标的人,
这是一件好事..
但是,
对于
那些还没找到目标的,
你要他们怎么办?
你要我们怎么办?

随便选一科,
然后在将来才来后悔自己所做出的选择吗?

没错,我不排除我有私心..
我不想要和我的班分开..
真的不想..
虽然只相处了半年,
但是原谅我说这句话..
This is the best class i've ever had.

但是现在我们更应该面对的是现实的问题..
他现在要我们做出的选择是关乎我们的未来..

不是每一个人都已经知道自己以后的路该怎么走..
他现在
要我们在那么短时间内作出决定..
如果将来我们后悔了,
怪谁?
怪他逼我们在短时间内做选择?
还是怪自己一时冲动
做错选择?
这是需要慎重考虑的..
可是时间短促..
如何
好好思考?
更何况我们现在又要面对期末考..
他在这个时
候宣布这种事情,
不是很不适合吗?

真是有够烦的..
难道他们觉得这是一个很容易做的决定吗?=(
这个决定,我真的不敢乱下..
毕竟..
这真的很重要..
它是比我以后要嫁谁还要来得重要的选择=="
绝对不可以轻易的下判断..
想写一封信给他..
表达一下我的看法..
我相信他会找我谈的..
到时候,或许我可以更容易找到自己的方向?

而你,
难道你就不可以让我们拥有去追求梦想的权利吗?
为什么你总要把一切事情看得那么现实?
我知道在未来的世界里,钱是真的很重要..
但是,说实话..
条条大路通罗马..
不是只有读商科才可以赚大钱的..
请你停止你那冥顽不灵的想法行吗?
拜托你停止所有的恶言..
每个人都有自己的想法..
即使一个人再没有自己的想法,他也会有思考自己未来的时候..
如果一个人真的丧失了最基本的主见和他追求梦想的热诚,也是因为有你这种人造成的..

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

RYLA'11 in OBS :D

Went to OBS(Outward Bound Sabah) for RYLA (Rotary Youth Leadership Award) camp on 11th March.
The camp actually started on 12th. but we have to go there earlier one day:)
But then received a msg said that there's earthquake in Japan and may cause Tsunami at KK..
Made all of those water activities CANCELLED~ SPOILED our fun but yet it's still great :P
Stop nonsenses, Start talking about this AWESOME camp:D

Day 1
The laughing exercise was funny! lol.
SKIP!
My group:)
Group Name-Red Circles
Leader-Fred
Instructor-Thomas (tom) & Robert
Members-Nick, Han, Luke, Selwyn, Liew, Chau, Pam, Helen, Esther and of course me:D
Group Cheer
Are you ready guys? YA
Are you ready guys?YA
Are you ready guys? YA
One ah Two ah Three ah~
*flexible* XD
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CIRCLES!

Gonna upload photos later:P

Had 3 lectures. Kinda bored~ lol..

Our group was kind of shy at first..
But then got closer very fast=D
Forgot WHY XD
Fred was the first one i got friend with in the group (except for esther was my roommate and i knew selwyn since long time)
Knew Tan Ping Quan who's only 15 but look like 20 and act like 5 XD
Learned Bocho Bocho (dont know if i spell this correctly XD) and it's great! :D
The COAT-OF-ARM was so damn stupid..

haha~ WTH.. shy, abit shy and confident!! XD
But seriously, WE ARE AWESOME:D and amazing though;)
Day 1 ended really fast~ nothing VERY special~~

Day 2
we woke up at5.20am, prepared and went to BEACH for morning exercise~
The breathtaking view and windy weather was refreshing~ AHHHH!!! I miss that! D:
Had our breakfast and
SURPRISE!
We had one star for the first day=D
We had 3 lectures CONTINUOUSLY until lunch=="
Sat with Nick that time..
I felt so damn sleepy and i accidentally fell asleep..
And one of the lecturers said that "If you all fell asleep, then you come out and tell all of us a joke. since i'm here telling you jokes and you still can sleep."
Nick then woke me up and asked me "Eh, you gt lots of jokes to tell us isit?"
LOL!!! XD
then i just "i dont know, but i am sleepy, i have to sleep awhile" then i continued~
hahaha..
but i only fell asleep for few minutes XD
He's a funny guy~ lol..
a lovely bro. TEEHEE;)
There's one lecturer (a woman who has daughters) told us we should say NO to sex..
And i wondered..
How did she born her 2 daughters if she said NO to sex? O.o

After lunch, we had ropes activities.
and treasure hunt.
LOL
We didnt really hunt for treasures. We hunted for a little blue thing with red sign=="
For rope activities, we had Rock Climbing and Flying Fox~
I didnt dare to climb the rock==" SCARY mannnnnnnnn!
For the flying fox..
WALAO..
OMG~
We had to FLY down from a really very very high tree.. i thk it's like a 3-4 floors building~
so damn high =="
but still..
I played..
VERY SYOK la~!!! hahahaha!!!!:D
After that..
We went for hill climbing..
a 350metres high hill~
Afterthat, my thigh muscles are painful~
A LOT!!!!
That night, we went for nightline..
Our eyes were blindfolded and we went climbing hill again=="
wtf..
My muscles still feel like contracting now><"
There was a funny part..
Cause we were blindfolded..
And Fred was leading us (he's blindfolded juga)..
We used one hand holding a rope and another hand holding ppl's shoulder who is in front of us~
Then we sometimes have to change SIDE as there was tree in front and blocked our way..
Sometimes our hand will not be on that ppl's shoulder one..
And that time.. Fred was infront of me..
Many times.. i removed my hand from his shoulder..
Then he was like finding my hand and i was like finding his shoulder..
And i felt he held my hand and put on his shoulder..
It was normal for me..
However, when we're back to assembly hall..
Tom told me.. he is the one who actually did that.. and it went on for like 3 or 4 times alr..
And i never realize..
means that.. Tom had walked between me and fred for few times and left few times also..
Both me and fred never realize..
OMG~
He's so scary LOL
and Robert kept making those KATAK sound to scare us=="
at first, we're scared.. it sounds real..
But then, he made too many times already.. So damn obviously FAKE=="
and Chau fell for twice during nightline~LOL
CHAM :P
Afterthat..
The review of the day is awesome too!
XD
Tom was so funny and he kept talking about his irritated-little-sis..
HEY!! I am the only one left GOOD little sis in this world for him!!
hahahaha~ hey mann..
Impossible whole world little sis irritated you okieeee :P
Time passes so fast.. Second day ended=')

p/s: PhD = Permanent Head Damage XD

Day 3
Same.. Morning exercise at beach again:)
Breakfast and hey there! We had one more star=D
then had one more lecture.. which made me and Nick crap like hell again XD
Afterthat, Went to beach for a walk and cleaning up there.. Collected one lucky Star shell XD
Our group did composting but i only stood there and watched XD
After lunch,
We had Tradisional Games Competition and our group won it.. HAHAHAHA!!!
I was so geng in LASTIK..
Now only i know XD
LUCKY only laaa~
I was lame in others XD
We started to prepare for BUSH COOKING COMPETITION..
Nick and I were in charged in picking firewoods and start the fire to cook rice..
Omg..
I first time bush cooking cook RICE=="
But luckily..
our rice tastes good=D like NORMAL RICE XD
And we had Cabbages with Sardine and Chicken Curry for our dinner!!
They tastes really good~
And now only i know Cabbages cooked with Sardine tastes good.. hahaha!
Should try again next time;)
Bonfire night was awesome!
We presented an act..
Nick was the main character!
He's so damn damn damn FUNNYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
hahahahahaha!!!
the act was really GOOD:D
hehehehehehehe......
That night was awesome..
I shouldnt sleep so early that night..
Should have spent more time with ma' friends =(
STUPID ME~ Arghhhh...

p/s: even when i sit down.. my thighs pain=="

Day 4 - Da Last Day ="(
We went to beach early in the morning.. no morning exercises anymore..
We danced bocho bocho :P
We wrote a letter to ourselves at the beach...
And i am desperately waiting for the letter~~~
OMG..
I really didnt want to leave..
=(
I kept sleeping during Panel Discussion..=="
The closing ceremony was great..
We sang, we shouted and our group got BEST GROUP~
Teehee;)
Nothing much to talk about last day..
Just keep taking photos like they're going to disappear the next second..=(

This camp is too awesome and i really didnt want to come back sandakan to face all those pressures=(
I miss their awesomeness and Tom's stupid songs XD
Cant stop thinking of the awesome things happened there (:
They're one of the memories that will never be replaced:)
LOVED <3

I just cant list out all those funny and awesome little things that happened..
But they'll be kept in my heart forever until the day i die:) <3
I love RYLA'11~
I gonna miss OBS~
Muacks :") <3

p/s: I only roughly describe this:P

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Cant stop smiling:)

OMG~
I really cant stop smiling until today!!!
LOL~
I dont know how to describe the feelings..
It's so..
Weird..
Yet special~

Yea, I guess i am madly in *SOMETHING*!!
LOL..
Feel like I'm really so stupid..
Hate my friends always say something which made me high like i'm in HEAVEN XD
Ok..
In fact..
I'm AN SHUANG! lol~
I wish what they said and what i felt is going to come true:)
I love weishan's description..
CATCH ME! XD
I am like a mad lady..
Smiling smiling and SMILING!
Seriously cannot stop smiling.. LOL
Even if i think of it, I SMILE!
WALAO!
I am so damn HUA CHI=="
Beh tahan..
But my brain is like "HANG GEI" when he did that><"
SOT DAO XD

I heard your name coming out of her mouth and she's talking about you..
I dont know what is my feelings now=="
WHATEVER!
I am just too high and wanted to post something on my blog XD
I cant stop sharing it.. but yet..
I cant tell EVERYONE about it..
If you know then keep quiet~
If you dont know, please dont ask;)

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Thursday, December 30, 2010

:)

Slept at 4am this morning and woke up at 7am something to go to school D:
To CLEAN UP prefect room~
THAT GARY YAP~!!!!
Always "Lauyinhuan, u seems so free.. come sweep the floor"
Then "Lauyinhuan, go arrange the cups"
"Lauyinhuan, see what's inside the box and tidy up"
"Lauyinhuan, BLAH BLAH BLAH"
WALAO!
Always LAUYINHUAN LAUYINHUAN LAUYINHUAN~
Like i'm his AH SEI..
SUMMORE sticked my picture to the AH SAO's PLACE D:
Gary Yap SAMPAT!!=P

Dated Bobo and AhLoke in the afternoon..
Said 12pm de.. But they reached school at 1pm++ ><"
YENG lo them~~~
Then we went to Pizza Hut for lunch..
Those waitress~
WALAO..
Dont choi people one lo D:
Keep ignoring us~
BAD ~!!!! :P
Chatting and Laughing like XiaoGia there LOL
summore think of our new nicknames!! XD
Me - 魔化天使·袅袅
Bobo - 天使般的恶魔·汴汴
Loke - 人类之七情六欲·纷纷
Ah Loke's name is abit weird.. Cant think of anymore good de D:

We wanna look for 封龙贴!!! LOL
Planning something really evil.. XD

After that.. Went back to school AGAIN to chat..
LOL~
not bad la.. nice chatting:)
It's quite fun today..~

-END-
p/s: Found out something made me heartbeat like VERY FAST~ XD

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Ma' Holiday=D

OK RIGHT!
I went to KL on 28th NOVEMBER:)
Xiao Jiu kept asking me DONT CRY DONT CRY..
WHEN I WAS LAUGHING!!!!
LOL!!
Every night until MIDNIGHT XD
Chat Chat CHAT! XD
Watch movies and GLEE=D

And went to Malacca for Two days one night~
Not bad la..
Ate Cendol, Chicken Rice Balls and DURIAN CENDOL.. lol..

But got sick the day after i'm back in KL D: XD
And got an injection on my BUTT!
HAHAHAHA!
Quite pain one lo.. Lied on the bed for whole day..
Actually.. SLEPT for whole day ahhh~but at night..
Watch a movie summore lol..

Went to Kelantan on 10th Dec..
And went to Penang for Tan Family's Gathering on 17th Dec:)

I must describe that FUN-EST 3 days 2 nights!!! LOL

First night:)
Reached there at about 6pm++
Live in an apartment called Rasa Sayang SOMETHING XD
WALKED on the street at 11pm something for OVER HALF AN HOUR to reach a BITCH (BEACH)!!
WALAO~ THAT TAN CHING YEE..
when we first start walking "很靠近的,很快就到的"
Then.. after quite a distance "在前面罢了"
Afterthat few more minutes later "还有几步就到了"
When almost everybody is complaining "要到了,要到了"
And at last when we reached, we said "WALAO!你的 '要到了' 很 '靠近' 咯!!!" XD
Then, left the beach at 1am something, WALK AGAIN!! LOL
Started talking about my stupid torturing life that night~
That TAN WEI SHAN slept first~!!!! cause she listened to the story last time.. XD
And that TAN WEN YEE still say "If you all sleep, I SIT ON YOU AH !
but at last.. She kept saying "很累啊,很累啊~"
XD

Second day& Second Night=D
Woke up at 11 or 12 something..
Went to the MAIN ROOM at 32nd floor,
Went down again to wait for ma' sis:)
Afterthat..
Went to Straits Quay to take photos..
Unfortunately, TAN WEN YEE twisted her leg.. ><" Then we went to Nando's for our lunch=D
On the way going..
Received a message from GARY YAP saying that there's a meeting on the NEXT day after i'm back~
WTF!
My dajie, Chingyee Jiejie and Ah MIN said,
"跟他讲你改了机票啦!30号才回,然后你那几天呆在家,哪里都不要去!"
"如果他问我做么突然改机票叻?"
"你讲,爸爸妈妈帮你改的,你不懂,然后后面加多一句'你都知道啦,大人做事,从来都不跟我们这些小孩子交代的~"
LOL!!! Laughed die all of us..
Of course I didnt do so.. XD

After eating,
We went back to bath and take photos..
Ready for that night's dinner:)
Thanks to KOH LIH AH YI:)
DAMN DELICIOUS and EXPENSIVE DINNER!! =D
First dish:) Like it muchieee(: (i only took this photo LOL)

That night, We went to watch NARNIA at Gurney Plaza until 1am something:)
LOL!
Not bad lo actually.. But Chingyee jie jie kept saying it's boring..
OK for me la.. XD
Those guys sitting behind us are SOHAI! XD
Kept talking when watching.. And the conversation is summore FUNNY! XD
SOHAI betul LOL
Back to our room.. Ahmin, my dajie and chingyee jie jie are moving to hotel (forgot what's the name)~
So.. only left me, shan, wen:D
But then.. They wanted to sleep early D:
Left me alone there..
Aiks..
Listened to songs until fell asleep..
Zzz............~

Third day:)
Ah Wen went home earlier.. to go see doctor for her leg..
Weishan stayed at Hard Rock Cafe and didnt wanna go back with us D:
Then..
My family and I went to Pacific..
I bought nothing.. lol..
Only bro bought..
Afterthat.. we went to eat TU BAH HUN!! *yum yum* delicious:D

~END OF PENANG TRIP~

Selinsing and Bagan Serai the next!!:D
Played with the baby BIN:D
cute la him..
ONG SHE QIN cannot sleep cause I kept saying "wei. dont sleep la.."
then keep on shaking her..~ LOL
but then the last night there.. SHE CRIED D: cause i'm gonna leave..
LOL..
sampat.. scared die me..
I am going back VERY SOON NEXT YEAR=D
Dont miss me XD

Went to Parit Buntar with ah wen them..
Bought 3 shirts there.. WALAO~ EXPENSIVE ah.. LOL
Ah Wen and I were taking photos like crazy there..
Too bad she deleted most of them D:
Gonna take again next year =P
He's so cute I'm gonna DIE :D XD

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The last night in KL......
We(weishan and I) went into our room MASING MASING at about 1am because she said she's tired..
but then when i was about to sleep..
She suddenly came into my room and pull me out to Living room~
told me that she cannot sleep cause her mum didnt turn on the air-cond and she just finished watching horror movies at her friend's house.. NOT DARE SLEEP ! LOL XD
Then ok lo.. i invited her to sleep with me..
She agreed and went into the room with me..
We,
Both of us..
Sleeping on a SINGLE BED!!!
And my dad is snoring so LOUDLY until both of us beh tahan!
I took out my earphone and we listened to songs until i fell asleep..
TAN WEI SHAN woke me up at 4.30am to ask me turn on the songs again for her cause she cannot sleep without the songs!! OMG~
LOL..
Sounds crazy.. XD
She then went to her friend's house at about 11am and didnt send me to airport D:
HAHAHA! Just kidding..
ByeBye to West Malaysia~~~
Time passes so fast D:
I gonna miss them so damn much!!!
Edited by Weishan's friend=)
I love this so much:)

Movies I watched:
Step 1
Despicable me (LOL! So cute and funny until i laughed die XD ) [It's so fluffy I'm gonna die!!]
St Trinian's (nice one:D )
Cinderella (dance one)
Cinderella (kinda modern one)
Narnia 3 (sohaiS behind us~ LOL)

{I think there's summore i forgot D: }
AND GLEE

End of this post meaning the end of my holiday D:
p/s: I went crying when i first know my PMR result D: =="
p/p/s: PMR-4a4b, UEC-3A4B.. Better dont ask again.. It hurts =P

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Lazy to blog><"

I just have to blog cause it's quite some time since the last time i blog=="
NAH! Here it is~ XD

I finished my UEC and PMR about 20 days ago~ XD
Well..
Kind of nothing-special-mood..
just more parties..
somehow.. bored..
Believe it or not..
Life without exams is lifeless~ =P
But still..
Had a great time with my friends when there's PARTY:D

It's Crystal's Birthday TODAY!!!!! :)
Oh it's yesterday~ LOL (12am already)
Happy Birthday CRYSTAL=P
We went to her house for barbecue~ haha..
I was the barbecue woman!! LOL~
So proud lo.. they ate all of the chicken wings i bbq~ XD

Here's one of the funny section~
When they were cleaning the floor..
I forgot what did i do or say..
And i said sorry to her..
She then said
"SORRY大完,警察死完~"

ROFLMAO

laughed-almost-die all of us~
I dont know why but it is just so damn funny to us~
XD

We wanted to play DOT DOT one lo..
But too bad there's not enough time..
SUAN LA~
NEXT TIME!!! XD

I still have maximum 2 parties to attend..
Minimum one of course:P
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Simply writing.. Lazy to detail all of them=P
Definitely~
I miss my class..
I miss school~~~
And I miss my friends the most..
We're going to separate next year..
Too bad~ =(
Am really going to miss the time spending with u all in the class..
The memories can never be erased or replaced:)
Love you all~~ <3
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Cant wait for 28th NOVEMBER!!
Oh dear..
please come faster~
=D

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=P