It's not really tough now but I can feel the stress in me caused by the assignments, errr or maybe it's the lecturer behind. Guess I did too well last year and that I cant really afford doing bad now. Have to try harder . I dont want to disappoint myself or my family . And I don't want to do badly like how people have expected.
There are actually a lot of thoughts running in my head but I have to not spill them all out or this will be one of those really emotional posts. Feel like going to some peaceful, natural place (maybe a resort on a hill or an isolated beach), not bringing any electronic devices and hide myself from the city for few days. Be it reading, sleeping, thinking or taking some nice photos. I need some time for myself, away from the life now.