Thursday, December 30, 2010

:)

Slept at 4am this morning and woke up at 7am something to go to school D:
To CLEAN UP prefect room~
THAT GARY YAP~!!!!
Always "Lauyinhuan, u seems so free.. come sweep the floor"
Then "Lauyinhuan, go arrange the cups"
"Lauyinhuan, see what's inside the box and tidy up"
"Lauyinhuan, BLAH BLAH BLAH"
WALAO!
Always LAUYINHUAN LAUYINHUAN LAUYINHUAN~
Like i'm his AH SEI..
SUMMORE sticked my picture to the AH SAO's PLACE D:
Gary Yap SAMPAT!!=P

Dated Bobo and AhLoke in the afternoon..
Said 12pm de.. But they reached school at 1pm++ ><"
YENG lo them~~~
Then we went to Pizza Hut for lunch..
Those waitress~
WALAO..
Dont choi people one lo D:
Keep ignoring us~
BAD ~!!!! :P
Chatting and Laughing like XiaoGia there LOL
summore think of our new nicknames!! XD
Me - 魔化天使·袅袅
Bobo - 天使般的恶魔·汴汴
Loke - 人类之七情六欲·纷纷
Ah Loke's name is abit weird.. Cant think of anymore good de D:

We wanna look for 封龙贴!!! LOL
Planning something really evil.. XD

After that.. Went back to school AGAIN to chat..
LOL~
not bad la.. nice chatting:)
It's quite fun today..~

-END-
p/s: Found out something made me heartbeat like VERY FAST~ XD

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Ma' Holiday=D

OK RIGHT!
I went to KL on 28th NOVEMBER:)
Xiao Jiu kept asking me DONT CRY DONT CRY..
WHEN I WAS LAUGHING!!!!
LOL!!
Every night until MIDNIGHT XD
Chat Chat CHAT! XD
Watch movies and GLEE=D

And went to Malacca for Two days one night~
Not bad la..
Ate Cendol, Chicken Rice Balls and DURIAN CENDOL.. lol..

But got sick the day after i'm back in KL D: XD
And got an injection on my BUTT!
HAHAHAHA!
Quite pain one lo.. Lied on the bed for whole day..
Actually.. SLEPT for whole day ahhh~but at night..
Watch a movie summore lol..

Went to Kelantan on 10th Dec..
And went to Penang for Tan Family's Gathering on 17th Dec:)

I must describe that FUN-EST 3 days 2 nights!!! LOL

First night:)
Reached there at about 6pm++
Live in an apartment called Rasa Sayang SOMETHING XD
WALKED on the street at 11pm something for OVER HALF AN HOUR to reach a BITCH (BEACH)!!
WALAO~ THAT TAN CHING YEE..
when we first start walking "很靠近的,很快就到的"
Then.. after quite a distance "在前面罢了"
Afterthat few more minutes later "还有几步就到了"
When almost everybody is complaining "要到了,要到了"
And at last when we reached, we said "WALAO!你的 '要到了' 很 '靠近' 咯!!!" XD
Then, left the beach at 1am something, WALK AGAIN!! LOL
Started talking about my stupid torturing life that night~
That TAN WEI SHAN slept first~!!!! cause she listened to the story last time.. XD
And that TAN WEN YEE still say "If you all sleep, I SIT ON YOU AH !
but at last.. She kept saying "很累啊,很累啊~"
XD

Second day& Second Night=D
Woke up at 11 or 12 something..
Went to the MAIN ROOM at 32nd floor,
Went down again to wait for ma' sis:)
Afterthat..
Went to Straits Quay to take photos..
Unfortunately, TAN WEN YEE twisted her leg.. ><" Then we went to Nando's for our lunch=D
On the way going..
Received a message from GARY YAP saying that there's a meeting on the NEXT day after i'm back~
WTF!
My dajie, Chingyee Jiejie and Ah MIN said,
"跟他讲你改了机票啦!30号才回,然后你那几天呆在家,哪里都不要去!"
"如果他问我做么突然改机票叻?"
"你讲,爸爸妈妈帮你改的,你不懂,然后后面加多一句'你都知道啦,大人做事,从来都不跟我们这些小孩子交代的~"
LOL!!! Laughed die all of us..
Of course I didnt do so.. XD

After eating,
We went back to bath and take photos..
Ready for that night's dinner:)
Thanks to KOH LIH AH YI:)
DAMN DELICIOUS and EXPENSIVE DINNER!! =D
First dish:) Like it muchieee(: (i only took this photo LOL)

That night, We went to watch NARNIA at Gurney Plaza until 1am something:)
LOL!
Not bad lo actually.. But Chingyee jie jie kept saying it's boring..
OK for me la.. XD
Those guys sitting behind us are SOHAI! XD
Kept talking when watching.. And the conversation is summore FUNNY! XD
SOHAI betul LOL
Back to our room.. Ahmin, my dajie and chingyee jie jie are moving to hotel (forgot what's the name)~
So.. only left me, shan, wen:D
But then.. They wanted to sleep early D:
Left me alone there..
Aiks..
Listened to songs until fell asleep..
Zzz............~

Third day:)
Ah Wen went home earlier.. to go see doctor for her leg..
Weishan stayed at Hard Rock Cafe and didnt wanna go back with us D:
Then..
My family and I went to Pacific..
I bought nothing.. lol..
Only bro bought..
Afterthat.. we went to eat TU BAH HUN!! *yum yum* delicious:D

~END OF PENANG TRIP~

Selinsing and Bagan Serai the next!!:D
Played with the baby BIN:D
cute la him..
ONG SHE QIN cannot sleep cause I kept saying "wei. dont sleep la.."
then keep on shaking her..~ LOL
but then the last night there.. SHE CRIED D: cause i'm gonna leave..
LOL..
sampat.. scared die me..
I am going back VERY SOON NEXT YEAR=D
Dont miss me XD

Went to Parit Buntar with ah wen them..
Bought 3 shirts there.. WALAO~ EXPENSIVE ah.. LOL
Ah Wen and I were taking photos like crazy there..
Too bad she deleted most of them D:
Gonna take again next year =P
He's so cute I'm gonna DIE :D XD

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
The last night in KL......
We(weishan and I) went into our room MASING MASING at about 1am because she said she's tired..
but then when i was about to sleep..
She suddenly came into my room and pull me out to Living room~
told me that she cannot sleep cause her mum didnt turn on the air-cond and she just finished watching horror movies at her friend's house.. NOT DARE SLEEP ! LOL XD
Then ok lo.. i invited her to sleep with me..
She agreed and went into the room with me..
We,
Both of us..
Sleeping on a SINGLE BED!!!
And my dad is snoring so LOUDLY until both of us beh tahan!
I took out my earphone and we listened to songs until i fell asleep..
TAN WEI SHAN woke me up at 4.30am to ask me turn on the songs again for her cause she cannot sleep without the songs!! OMG~
LOL..
Sounds crazy.. XD
She then went to her friend's house at about 11am and didnt send me to airport D:
HAHAHA! Just kidding..
ByeBye to West Malaysia~~~
Time passes so fast D:
I gonna miss them so damn much!!!
Edited by Weishan's friend=)
I love this so much:)

Movies I watched:
Step 1
Despicable me (LOL! So cute and funny until i laughed die XD ) [It's so fluffy I'm gonna die!!]
St Trinian's (nice one:D )
Cinderella (dance one)
Cinderella (kinda modern one)
Narnia 3 (sohaiS behind us~ LOL)

{I think there's summore i forgot D: }
AND GLEE

End of this post meaning the end of my holiday D:
p/s: I went crying when i first know my PMR result D: =="
p/p/s: PMR-4a4b, UEC-3A4B.. Better dont ask again.. It hurts =P

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Lazy to blog><"

I just have to blog cause it's quite some time since the last time i blog=="
NAH! Here it is~ XD

I finished my UEC and PMR about 20 days ago~ XD
Well..
Kind of nothing-special-mood..
just more parties..
somehow.. bored..
Believe it or not..
Life without exams is lifeless~ =P
But still..
Had a great time with my friends when there's PARTY:D

It's Crystal's Birthday TODAY!!!!! :)
Oh it's yesterday~ LOL (12am already)
Happy Birthday CRYSTAL=P
We went to her house for barbecue~ haha..
I was the barbecue woman!! LOL~
So proud lo.. they ate all of the chicken wings i bbq~ XD

Here's one of the funny section~
When they were cleaning the floor..
I forgot what did i do or say..
And i said sorry to her..
She then said
"SORRY大完,警察死完~"

ROFLMAO

laughed-almost-die all of us~
I dont know why but it is just so damn funny to us~
XD

We wanted to play DOT DOT one lo..
But too bad there's not enough time..
SUAN LA~
NEXT TIME!!! XD

I still have maximum 2 parties to attend..
Minimum one of course:P
------------------------------------------------------
Simply writing.. Lazy to detail all of them=P
Definitely~
I miss my class..
I miss school~~~
And I miss my friends the most..
We're going to separate next year..
Too bad~ =(
Am really going to miss the time spending with u all in the class..
The memories can never be erased or replaced:)
Love you all~~ <3
------------------------------------------------------
Cant wait for 28th NOVEMBER!!
Oh dear..
please come faster~
=D

-END-
=P

Saturday, November 13, 2010

相信直觉~

我相信我的直觉..
其实还是有一些怀疑..
不过..
我感觉的出来..
你真的开始讨厌我了..
该说讨厌吗?
我不懂..
更没有勇气去求证..
明明我们的关系已经明显有裂痕..
我还是不敢..
我就是这样吧..
懦弱..
尤其是面对这类问题..
曾经的以为..
终究又是一场空~
为什么又有一种被利用了,又被丢弃在一旁的感觉~
不是吗?
旁人认为我包容..
可是..
该有个限度不是吗?
到底..
不了解你的人是我?
还是你不够懂我?

我还是学不乖~
没有朋友,我活不下去=)

-完-

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Gu De Dei~ ;)

hahaha~
I dont know whether you understand my tittle~ XD
Today is a really NICE day..
For me..~

Here is it..
It was One Day Camp for Primary 6 students to come visit our school..
I went to school to help computer club for teaching although i am having UEC soon!
XD
I reached school at 6.30am although i supposed to be there at 7.30am..
One hour earlier cause of my LOVELY brother=="
Then..
Walked to a restaurant not far from my school to buy breakfast..
Studied at the stair steps while waiting for teacher to open the computer room door..
When Gary and Tingting reached at about 7.30..
Gary brought his pendrive with YUET GUONG BOU HAP [cantonese] inside..
There was about 1 hour before the students arrived..
Therefore..
MOVIE TIME=D
The movie was so damn stupid!!!
LOL~
Somehow... Funny though..

Lesson started at 8.45am..
The pupils were so undescribeable NAUGHTY and TALKATIVE!!
haha~
Saw Alvin's brother..
OMG~
cute.. XD
actually..
I almost lost my temper while teaching..
Luckily..
I could take it><"
The process was actually fun..
Met alot of my ex-primary school juniors..
They still remember me!! LOL~
Seems like I'm famous.. MUAHAHAHA~ XD

Those "workers" like to go us there to enjoy the aircond and 'touch' the computer~
haha..
including my brother..
Kept going there..
Cause computer room is the only room that have no teacher..
Got teacher la..
But inside another room~
lol..
It was fun to crap with Soo~
He doesnt angry easily..
Nice to be teased..
Plus stubborn.. easy to be bully~
hahaha...
[no offense XD]

Continued to watch the movie when there's 40mins break..
Cause we were forced to pause it as the students came..
Laughed like hell and actually quite touching at last..XD

Then..
Gary kept playing the song - MaoXianJia as it was the theme song of this one day camp~
He kept talking crap like "later when the students came in, we played the song then ask them clap hands and say 'u may go now' "
LOL!!!!
So damn stupid..XD

"It Was a Tragedy" by Gary Yap..
Now i am using it on him..
It is a tragedy that he is SICK!
LOL~
His throat is almost burnt i think..XD
Sorethroat until need my help to talk..
Afterthat still follow us to yumcha~
Asked COLD drinks lagi..
haha..
Pro XD

Oh ya..
Went to yumcha with Phun, Gary and Tingting..
Met Hiew and his brother and one more their friend><"
They kept talking in Hakka until I have no much mood to listen..=="
I guess I missed alot of funny conversations..
But then..
I guess I accidentally listened some SHOCKING NEWS also..
Walao..
Their 38 characteristics wont lose to Girls..
Whole gang of boys gossiping..
my gosh..
Those news are really "HOT and SPICY" ones~ hahaha...

SKIP~

Afterthat..
i back to school again to wait for my brother until 6.30..
That time..
Chatted and gossiped with Chicken, Tj, Liyuan and some others..
lol..
Ah soo is still nice to bully..
HAHAHA~~

Ei, soo.. dance eh..
Huh? dance wat *thinking hard*
Whatever la.. dance ehh *TAHAN-ing my laugh*
Errr.. dance wat o? dance here ar? *still thinking*
Aiyoo... wat also can one mar..
dance Sorry Sorry la..

He then Sorry Sorry at there~~

Me Soo KhongOoi

HAHAHA!!
So damn funny loh him... stubborn enough..
Laughed hard..
Even when he finished his Sorry Sorry..
He still said "sot de u" to me~
HAHAHA..
Knowing me sot still wanna sot with me..
CRAZY! XD

My day ended with good memories:)
There were lots of funny details that I cant really list out..
Cause..
TOO MANY~!

Conclusion,
I had a GOOD DAY;)
Loves:)

-End-
p/s: Wish all those sick ones can take good care of their health.. *including me* ><"
p.s.s : I dont love you=D

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

I am dare enough to say BYE BYE:)

我没有感觉
你和你说的一切
若没有感觉
流泪算什么滋味
也许你曾虚拟某种快乐黏住我心扉
一旦撕开就散裂
我没有感觉
今天或明天离别
你走的太绝
怎么都无法挽回
原来我曾伪造一个用情锁住的世界
解开之後人全非
伤啦 这是伤啦
友情脆弱你说是吗
也许我们早已不知不觉推翻一切
也许谁也不懂谁
这是个伤啦 一种伤啦
泪水烫过会更
因为我们都不在乎彼此如何去感觉
因为谁都不懂谁

---------------------------------------------

It's a song..
I only changed two words..
And it suits me well..
[weishan.. dont u thk so?=) ]

---------------------------------------------

Thanks for the memories you gave me..
It's good enough for me to keep..
Or maybe one day later..
I am going to think backkk~
I will smile=]
However temporarily..
I am not happy~
BYEBYE
*doot dt dot*
I will NEVER FORGET what you've done=)

With LOVES,
I HATE YOU ~!
:)

Monday, September 6, 2010

Yaay ! ;)

Olny srmat poelpe can raed tihs.

cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod auactlty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteers be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can stlil raed it wouthit a porbelm.

Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef , but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs psas it on !


I went in camp STRAIGHTLY on last Friday~
Very fun loh that camp~
Although not lots of games or what la~
I just feel it's fun-er than any other camp before~
I love my position - a COOK !
Yiihii~
I am happy they like the food I cooked;)
My elder sis asked my eldest sis how was my camp..
My eldest sis told her “他要被他朋友称赞到飞上天了”
LOL~
Quite confident in my skill now~
Although not very good~
at least not bad la;)
------------------------------------------------------
Aiks~
You're still the same~
I didnt predict wrong~
You're ALWAYS like that!!
Everytime!
I'm tired of YOU~!
Your problems are totally OUT of my CONCERN~
I dont wanna give a shit of response anymore~
Take care~
I wont bless you

-end-

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Nice memories=)

Friday..
Happy outing with Jiehow and Phun;)
Chatted alot again of course~=="
Now only I realise..
The two of them are actually damn 38!!! XD
real one lo~
Two guys..
38 until..
I cannot tahan~ XDDDD

Saturday..
WoOHOO!
Big day for YU YUAN students~
Good job mannn!
I feel so proud of those performers=)
Awesomeee! :)

Here are some photos;)


Me on the posterXD


Weichong and I [lengzai him on Saturday night;)]


Shoukfun & I


Sharon and I


Tj and I


Dragonfruit and I


Chicken and I


Nigel and I


Gary and I

Half me and cute tingXD

Too bad i didnt take photos with others.. Aiks><"
Cause I was too rush to go home..
Ooops..
Should be too rush to go YAmCHA with my dad and sis XD
Will take more photos next time=)
I like the photos up here..;) <3<3

Tomorrow will be our school's holiday..
aiks..
Too bad it wont be considered as a holiday
since I still have to go back school for Prefect Board's thing.. Aiks..
So damn nyiak de..=(
I WANT TO SLEEP ARRRR~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway..
I hope it'll be another fun day tomorrow;)

Gotta sleep..
Nights=)
p/s: TANWEISHAN, I am here to say that I am definitely NO FEEL to *ehem* already! XD <3

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Moody~~

People who are closed to me will know..
Some BIG problem occurs~
Fine~
Not quite big actually..
just we got it complicated~
But how cant we?
You just dont understand how we feel!
Aiks..
Better stop talking about it..
If not, I'll gone crazy again I think~ =(
i just have something to talk and I dont know who to talk to~

I am lost~
I dont know what can I do now..
I know we can still be friends..
But it just wont be like we used to be~
It may be can~
But at this moment, this minute and this hour,
I am just so damn FAN!
I kept sleeping and sleeping these two days..
I've used my brain too much to think those things..

And I still gt another problem havent solved..
It wont be solved..
Just the time can heal~
But..
HOW LONG?

Why cant the trouble just get OUT OF MY WAY!?
I thought It will be just like that..
Why suddenly pop out the prob!?
Why cant you think before you make the decision?
My goshh~
You just explode the whole thing~
And now..
You just left and leave all of the problem behind for us~
HOW NICE huh?

I just cant accept all these at once..~
Give me some time..
I gotta digest all these~
If only I can..

How much I wish I could skip school for one day..
Just leave me alone..
And let me think What Should I Do..~

-end-

Monday, August 16, 2010

I hate this kind of things~

I hate scandals!
Very MUCH !
I dont know why..
I can have so MANY scandals since I was form 1~
And because of these things..
I forgot how many friends I lost..
And I do scare that
He will be the next one..

We are not very friend those..
So I dont think he understands me well..
And RIGHT!
I will lose a great friend VERY soon!

THANKS to those who kept joking on this!
THANKS for making him keep avoiding me NOWADAYS!

I dont understand!
Why are the people so damn CHILDISH!?
I dont think that he dont care OK!?
Stop consoling me~!
I got the very STRONG feeling HE IS AVOIDING!

Hey people,
I dont like him !
So stop talking about this!
I really DO HATE it !
Seriously~!
NO JOKING!

-END-

Saturday, August 14, 2010

回忆永远无法被取代~

真的觉得自己有够蠢..
学XX老师说“蠢过泥!”

我以为..
你可以很快被取代..
就像之前都离我而去的..
可是为什么看到你的反应..
我的心好痛..
老实说..
我到现在还不懂..
你的冷漠究竟是为什么..
我没有勇气去问..
我想就算问了你也不会回答..
搞不好会把事情弄得更糟糕..

我才发现..
原来我好在乎你..
这是第二次..
为朋友落泪..
我现在才懂..
因为之前的好朋友的离去..
是不得已的..
是让我有心理准备的..

而你......
在我毫无防备时,
侵入我的生活..
在我开始学习信任时..
却毫不犹豫的离开~
我不懂..
我做错了什么..
那天听她说你这样讲我..
我很不舒服..
我没有想到你把我的行为曲解成那样~
我真的是你的好朋友吗?
或者该问..
我曾经是吗?
还是说..
我只是一个被借用的避风港?
真的..
我受伤了..
第二次.. 因为友情.. 受伤了~

我放不下..
我们曾经可以如此的信任对方..
为什么都变了?=(
我们的友谊可以永久吗?
迟早会有导火线吧..
把这一切都引爆..

这只是暴风雨前的宁静?
抑或是我们永远藏在心里,结不开的心结~

你我那疯狂美好的回忆..
永远永远都无可取代~
倘若可以..
我希望可以延续..
但我想..
是没什么可能的了~

-完-

Friday, August 6, 2010

=D

SO damn fun at school today~
LOL!

Early in the morning when I reached school..
Shouk Fun and I were standing at the corridor~
Staring blank~ thinking~
and the bell had already RANG~
then i saw Mdm Chong was coming towards Junior block..
Then I turned and wanted to enter my class edi..
Shouk fun suddenly pushed me and said "FASTER FASTER!"

Then I was like
WHY PUSH ME?
Since i was going in already..
Then she said~
Just now when I turned, she saw whole bunch of prefects were standing downstair looking at us~

LOL!
Scared dao me a bit~ XD

During Science lesson..
Jason sang the 背对背拥抱..
he dont know why..
sang to 手牵手拥抱..

背对背拥抱啦~
那里是哦..手牵手是啊~
手牵手怎样拥抱?
背对背算是拥抱咩?

Yeeminn Jason
LMAO~

during history lesson,
Yeeminn wanted to go to toilet..~
then teacher was like rushing for the midterm exam..
The teacher then said
为知识忍屎吧!

ROFLMAO!
XD

damn funny one mannnn!!

---------------------------------------------------------------

End the funny part..
I saw two very match shits today!
XD
i told Sharon and she agreed!
Damn match..~
hahaha!
You two r so damn SHIT match~ lol..!!!

-------------------------------------------------------------

I can control myself well now~
TEEHEE=D

End of the post~
p/s: It's really a nice nice day:D
p/s/s: I MISS TAN WEI SHAN D: <3

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Finished using then ignore~

Feel like been used by HIM and HER~
HIM~
Just to get closer to me cause She's my good friends~
And wanted to get more about her..
But now?
He doesnt have to do that already><"

Not only Him..
Few already..
Just because of they're my friends..
So I have to be used by others to get closer to them?
What can I do to change it?
I have no idea at all~
Almost everyone use me to get closer to a guy or a girl~
HAH!
That's so call FRIENDSHIP~
I gotta be proud cause i'm useful?

I still cant control my stupid actions that are so damn obvious..
TANWEISHAN,
I want to try it once..
I mean..
At least be brave for once=)
Just this once..

Pen off =)

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Kinda pissed~

Firstly,
TANWEISHAN, go view my privated blog~
Details there:)

ok~
I WAS pissed..
obviously~
You're such a sucker!
I hate this word~
But I really cant find any better word to describe you!
Think before you talk !
Use your brain la please!
*dooooot* you..~
Actually I know I dont have the right to angry about that..
But you're totally over..~!!!
Definitely~
I am so damn pissed because of your attitude and your words!
Arghhhh!
Dont act like you know me!
Cause in fact,
YOU ARE NOT ! F*cker!
Btw,
I feel so proud to see you like that! XD

And you bitch!
You're so damn annoying..
Dont use me~ I can feel it!
Btw,
You seems like having different targets at a same time ya~
Dont try to seduce my friend's bf..
He is not yours!
Dont make me feel irritated again!
disgusting~

--------------------------------------------------------------------
I am really quite emotional these days..
=(
I miss you easily nowadays..
Weishan: I feel like i can control already.. but sometimes I will just be CHONG DONG! XD
++End--

Sunday, July 18, 2010

(Yesterday update) Saturday:)

Such a nice nice day:D XD
Went to CCA as usual this morning..

Computer Club~
Really a good day!
Gary, Weichong and KaWai sat with me in a same row..
At first..
We didnt talk much de~
After that..
About9am..~
Started to talk talk talk!
Funny+Fun !
Laughed die me~
hahahaXD

Girlguide=)
Chatted A LOT with Adeline and Jasmine when building gadget:)
Nice nice~ X)

Went to lunch with Kaiyi at SKY~
:)
Chat chat chat
Gossip gossip Gossip
until we syok!
XD

Went to tuition afterthat..~
Nothing special..~

At night!
Wagamama!
with Sophie, Lau Fui Yun, Singing and a SPECIAL GUEST ! XD
38 until almost the whole wagamama was full of our sound~ XD

Nothing special this day..
But I am just in good mood!
XD

-EnD-
p/s: Weishan's same-birthday-with-me-friend -------> Shelley 's father passed away.. Let's pray for him.. =(

Monday, July 12, 2010

=DX

FUN FUN FUN ! :D
We wore PE t-shirt to school today !
LOL~
not bad the feelings XD

Nothing much to talk about at school~ =)

TUition!~~
Funny sei me !
XD

Huey huey is so cuteee!
hahaha~
Kept give me zet~

诶,对不起啦..玩下罢了..最多补偿你一下咯..
*stared*
最多把你摔在地上,在扶你起来说“亲爱的,没事吧?”

HAHAHAHAHA

laughed die..~
XD

现在几点啊?
duuuu~ (showing me her calculator~ XD)

another one..

我开心,你就要开心;我伤心,你就要伤心

等于Follow Me

LOL ! LOL ! LOL ! XD

Yinhuan Hueyhuey Sophie Everyone

LOL!
I really laughed die~
Funny dou arhhh~
XD

Still got Crystal and Lau Fui Yun!!
hahaha~
They are all so funny~
Love die the tuition gang :D XD <3

----------------------------------------------------------------------------
DX
Guy/Girl 1
I just knew that what u've been thinking of me..
I like him?
I thought you know me well..
Or maybe..
I thought I know you well..
I never think that you'll think me like that..
Really disappointed..~

Guy/Girl 2
Who are you to say me like that?
You're not qualified at all!

-EnD-
p/S: TAN WEI SHAN, find me when you're online to know more=)

Saturday, July 10, 2010

[转] 因为你不喜欢我 {有改动}

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白

我经常去看你空间的意义

只想了解你的最新情况


因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白

我为什么经常给你发短信

不是此刻想起你

而是我一直想着你
只是此刻想你想得最厉害

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白

我为什么会知道你那么多的消息

因为你的一切,
哪怕是早点吃了什么

对于我来说也是有意义的


因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
你和谁在一起干了什么
对我来说都是一种纠结
我会乱揣测,乱生气
即使我们什么关系也没有

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
你的一句不在乎
我为什么那么在乎
我在乎的不是这句话
我在乎的是你的人

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道我打出那一句句

“那你忙吧!我不打扰”时
内心的纠结


因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道我的手机里面存的都是你的信息

不开心时

看着看着

不自觉的傻笑

因为感觉你就在身边

自我安慰些


因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道

你对我的忽冷忽热

总是让我不自觉被你掌控

一半甜蜜,一半忧伤


因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道

在我失去你信息的日子里

我是多么沮丧

我怕就此失去你


因为你不喜欢我
所以你寂寞的时候不会想起我

而我却时时刻刻的想着你


因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道

你在我眼里多么的重要

而我知道

我在你眼里却十分渺小


因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道

我的目光只追随着你

只为你闪亮~


-------------------------------------------------------
I changed abit=)
That really happened in my real life..~
Really nice..~
I love it..~

You dont know your words have already hurt me~
=(

-End-

p/s: WEISHAN~ I cant control ><"

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

A tag XD

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, tag your friends !

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Dutch Lady (chocolate) :)
2. Last phone call: Ma' mum
3. Last text message: My dear mum:D
4. Last song you listened to: Hello by Jonathan Groff !! XD
5. Last time you cried: Forgot

HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: Hmmm, not sure...
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: I havent even kiss~
9. Lost someone special: Yes..
10. Been depressed : Yes..
11. Been drunk and threw up: No~ XD

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Blue
13. Black
14. Green

THIS YEAR [2010] HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: Yes!
16. Fallen out of love: Yes..
17. Laughed until you cried: Yup :)
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Kind of..
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Surprisingly no... I'd rather not know...
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No:)
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 90%
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2
24. Do you have any pets: No=P
25. Do you want to change your name: Sometimes...
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Celebrated with Simon,Shinli,Sharon,Jacky,Nigel and Beverly=)
27. What time did you wake up today: 6:00am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Slept
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: PMR and UEC ! =="
30. Last time you saw your mum: Yesterday morning=)
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Hmm.. Dont know=="
32. What are you listening to right now: The sound of TV~ XD
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: People!
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook, Youtube, Blogger...
36. What's your real name: Lau Yin Huan
37. Nicknames: Ah Girl, Lau Ah Girl, Ah fan and etc..
38. Relationship Status: Married and Divorced~ XD
39. Zodiac sign: Piggy~
40. Male or female: Female :P
41. Elementary: Syn Hua Primary School
42. Middle School: YuYuan Secondary School
43. High school/college: Not yet~
44. Hair colour: Black and white.XD
46. Height: 153cm =="
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Yup~
48: What do you like about yourself: Dont know=="
49. Piercings: 2~
50. Tattoos: No Way~
51. Righty or lefty: Righty~

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Did not~
53. First piercing: The day before Cny starts..
54. First best friend: Wendy Lim Wen Xuan:D
55. First sport you joined: Forgot~
56. First vacation: Perak! =="

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nope.. Going to~
60. Drinking: Nope.
61. I'm about to: eat~
62. Listening to: sound from TV~
63. Waiting on: Going to eat~

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: Yes
65. Get Married: Yes
66. Career: Not sure...

WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes : ()
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both XP
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No.
77. Drank hard liquor: hmm.. Wisky?><"
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yup~
79. Sex on first date: =="
80. Broken someone's heart: I dont think so..
82. Been arrested: LOL !
83. Turned someone down: Yes..
84. Cried when someone died: Yes..
85. Fallen for a friend: Yes..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes!
87. Miracles: Yes!
88. Love at first sight: Yes!
89. Heaven: Yes!
90. Santa Claus: No!
91. Kiss on the first date: Yes!
92. Angels: Yes!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No~
95. Did you sing today: Yes!
96. Ever cheated on somebody: Of course no~ lolx
97. If you could go back in time: I have A LOT to do! D:
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it: Hmm.. 5th January.. So that i can relive the whole year =(
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: Yup~
100. Posting this as 100 truths: Hmm, I have to think about that...

Tag: Tan Wei Shan, Tan Wen Yee, Ariel, Sinyee, Jwei, Chia Shin Li, Yong Bo Yee and Crystal..=D

Thursday, July 1, 2010

本来就是我先介入的..
是我的错..
我不该认为你和他们不一样..
我不该相信你说我没有她酱讨人厌..
我不该在你每次找我的时候,都义不容辞的挺身而出~
我不应该相信友谊不会变质..since i've experienced so many times already..
我不应该去纵容你每一次的无理取闹~
我不应该相信你说的每一句话..
我更不应该去三八..
担心你的事情~
我最不应该的..
就是接通了那通电话..~!!
如果我没有接你那通电话..
就不会知道原来我们有太多心照不宣的事情~
如果我不接那通电话,
我就不会再有这个机会再一次被朋友伤害~

既然我们之间的友谊已经有了裂痕,
我的挽回你也视若无睹,
甚至不加以理会,而且还可以一次又一次地说出那些伤人的话
我就再也无法装作若无其事~

你每一次..
每一次都只会逃避~
遇到问题,
你都宁愿逃避,
而不正视整个问题,
也不愿意摊开来说~
问了你一次又一次..
“发生了什么事?”
你每一次都转移话题~
从来没有一次想要尝试解决问题~

现在..
你却把我丢在一旁..
我在你的眼里究竟是什么?
玩一玩就丢在一旁的玩具吗?
你都不觉得你很自私吗?

我的发泄到此为止~
老实说..
这个人绝对不会看到这个post~
所以在读着的各位..
绝对不是你=)

p/s: TANWEISHAN.. You should know who am I talking about:)

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Update before school reopen;)

Hello ! Everyone=)
Typing this post while waiting for my sis correcting my L&S dialogXD
It's now 1.10am..
I gotta wake up at 5.50pm later~ lol..
Quite tired already..
But what can I do except for waiting? =(

Here's update for last whole week=)
Monday,
I went to school for computer lesson and went to lunch with JieHow, Yesphun and Ivan..
Ivan left early..
Then Jiehow, phun and I went to NewCity for our HIGHTEA~ XD
We chit-chatted about ALOT !
Walao~
Chatted for 4 hrs lehh!~
Now I think back..
Our whole conversation was mainly about people's bad things !XD
Quite funny one;D
And then..
Sophie came fetch me at 5.30pm to go TEA again~~~
LOL..
We went to Ice City and ordered drinks~
She told me something really suprising..LOL~
That night.. We went to Hawaii to have our dinner..
I met Vincent Tan there !:)
He was helping his aunt there.. (what a nice kid..XD)
He's so funny to wear that suit..xD
And then..
I chatted with Sophie..
and reached home at about 8.30pm=)

Tuesday..
ShoukFun came to my house early in the morning..
=(
To discuss about L&S things..
But actually at last..
We did not discuss about ANYTHING ! LOL..
Wasted my whole day =(
Sophie came to my house in the evening after ShoukFun left..
She brought food!
:D
We ate and chatted AGAIN !
XD
really talked about alot la=)
And I finally get to know what's her probs..~
Always here to support u ya^^
She left at about 8.. and then..
TUESDAY ENDED~

Wednesday..
I woke up early to tuition=(
tired die me><"
Made sushi at teacher's house!
Ate till I SHUANG ! :D XD
Then when I was home..
I just slept for 4 hours like that..
Then woke up.. And went Online=D
Was exciting about Thursday..;)

Thursday..~
Woke up early and went to Singing's house..
TO wait for tuition=(
Crazy there again..
(Lazy to tell details)
Tired die=(
But then.. W
ent to ChangXin's house in the afternoon!
The moment I opened her door..~
Her dog RAN out to welcome me><"
I scare dogs..~
And I quickly shut the door.. LOL~
Then for sure.. We chatted again:D
Long time no see leh..~
Aiks.. Lots of things needa update:)
And it reminded me about my PrimaryLife again=)
SKIP~
Went back home..
I slept again!~ XD
{Sleeping is my second hobby now !XD}

Friday..~
Woke up early and went to piano lesson!
OH SHIT!
[[I havent practise my piano since I was back from the piano lesson=="]]
Whatever..
I just..
Get scolded again=(
I am going to practise hard!
I have to!
And I will=)
SKIP!
Went to daddy's school again..~
Waited for him to finish his work..
And we went lunch..
Once got back home..
I slept~ XD

Saturday..
Once again..
I woke up early..
To go ShoukFun's house..
To really discussed about the L&S thing..
and this time!
We really did ! XD
SKIP!
I went for two tuitions continuously as usual=(

SUNDAY !
Happy Father's Day to my dear daddy;) <3
We bought a cake for daddy from Secret Recipe:)
Mango Delight.. Not bad=)

This is just a really ROUGH update><"
It's now 1.48am..
I am sleepy already.. Gotta off now..~
XOXO,
NIghts=)

Friday, June 11, 2010

Small Small Small Gathering:)

Woke up at 12pm today..XD
Was ready at 12.20pm..
Then..
I waited WanYi for about 30mins=="
then only we walk to KFC together..=)

Wyane, Dennis and AhTing waited for us outside the KFC!
LOL~
Sorry guys..~
You gotta blame wanyi for our lateness..XD

We ate and chit-chatted alot at KFC~
Firstly..
We were at downstair..
and was like waiting to buy food one!
But hor..
We weren't even lining up at the counter !
LOL!
We started chatting there...
And then all of the sudden..
I said "Weii.. Dont wanna buy food meh?"
Dennis quickly go line up and said "I am lining up alr lo!"
HAHAHA!
We've already chatted for about 10mins !
Then only we think of buying food..~
XD

After buying..
We went upstair and was like "WHOA !"
Lots of ppl upstair lehh~
I thought for a while then asked
"weii.. want go back downstair anot? many ppl lehh~"
"SO?"
"later we chat then like very weird u knw.. to give others hear our conversation.."
"Hey STUPID! They're all Malay~ how would they understand!?"
"Ya lo hor"
LOL LOL LOL
Me Dennis

Found a seat then sit down~
Ate..
Chatted;)
Just those 38 things and some old things!~
Hahaha~
Laughed like shit there..
Looked at Wyane then laugh.. hahaha~
He really looks funny though..XD
He said "OIii! laugh what orh u..~"
then turned to Ah ting said "eiyer.. better dont go near her.. so scary.. eat a while then laugh sendiri thr.."
{Cause i was sitting facing him.. so when i TAI TOU, the first one to see sure him}
LOL~
Then I laughed again..~
I was just feeling very HYPER~XD
After eatiing and chatting awhile..
We're like wanted to leave..
Wanyi and I stood up alr..
But we're still chatting..
Then Dennis also stood up~
*CHATTING*
Wanyi beh tahan then asked
"Oii~ Not wanna leave already mehh~"
{then she sat down}
Wyane then said
"You wanna leave then still sit down for what?"
LOL !
*STILL CHATTING*

then my turn to to ask..
"Really dont wanna leave mehh?"
{I sat beside WanYi} (That time Dennis already sat down)
Wyane then said again..
"You two very weird one lo hor.. Said wanna leave then sendiri sit down har!?"
*CONTINUE CHATTING*
LOL LOL LOL !
We really laughed like SHIT there~ XD

We actually really said wanna leave for quite many times..
But everyone ignored the "wanna leave" thing and continue to chat..~
LOL!
After quite sometimes..
I forgot who's the one said wanna leave..
then everyone said
"Yalo yalo.. leave lorr~ very sien here"
then Only we left and went to Top1 to look for disc..
Afterthat..

SECOND ROUND ~
Dennis' house;)
Chatted alot of course..~
Oh ya!
We talked about who did we like when we're primary school~
And who did like Ah Ting and Wyane !
Ahahahaha!
Really funny mannnn!
Kept laughing and teasing them~
And they teased each other of course ! XD
h Ting left very soon..~
Then we started camwhoring after he left !
hahaha~
Tak tau kenapa lahh~
nly feel like wanna take photos after he left XD
And we actually took photos for like half an hour..~

Dennis and me=)

Wyane and me:)

We Four:D

I just love them=D
For more,
Go to my facebook:D

Gotta go sleep now..~
Hafta wake up early to service~ XD
Goodnight:)))

p/s: Happy Birthday TingTing;) <3

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Feels Not-so-bad=)

Woke up quite early for practising piano..~
Cause I had piano lesson afterwards..
LOL~
For sure..
I got scold againnn~
Really one la..
I promise..
I will practise really really really very hard ! :)
Believe me this timee...~

Back to SynHua to find my dad after my piano lesson...
I just got some flashback about my primary life..
It was..
AWESOME!

LoYeeXuan,
WangHoSin,
ChenVuiTing,
LimWenXuan,
LoChangXin,
LiewYeeSen
and ETC~
Friends who have gone to different school now..
I just miss them!

They're CRAZY
FUNNY..
GREAT~
Awwww <3
They're just AWESOME !
I cant wait till after PMR & UEC..
We would just meet up for a GATHERING~

I looked back to the school ground we used to run about like CRAZY~
I looked at the place we used to SKIP class and hide theree~
I looked at the basketball field we used to have our REcESS there~
I looked at the classroom we used to have tears and laughters~
I looked at the teacher who used to be gave us teased the most~

I even looked at the most favourite teacher we've got~
She is the first one who let me get interested in SCIENCE (although not anymore now..==")
She is the one who let me know how important is SCIENCE~
She is the one who let me know we have to LOVE the environment~
She is the one who let me know it's not wrong to protect the RIGHT side!
I just love her !

Beside her..
I still love my Eng teacher.. ma' Chinese teacher..~
All of them are just great !
Although they did scold us alot..
But they help us grow..=)

6D/07 was once..
The cleverest class in the school..
The naughtiest class in the school..
The most lovable class in the school..~
Teachers love us but at the same time A LITTLE BIT hate us too=D

Besides some spoilers..><"
They Are still AWESOME ! :D <3

Skip_+

Wanyi came to my house this afternoon;)
Chit-chatted alot again of course..
3838 there until 5.40pm only she left..~
Our conversation was just STUPID enough~xD
No point to talk about that..~ XD

Dajie got some very special instrumental thing from her friend as present~
But once she got that and took backkk..
I was the first one to blow blow blow:D
The sound is niceee..
And i love it..
But my dajie impossible will give me~
It was from TAIWAN !
I wonder it can be found in MY anot..><"

TANWEISHAN said I was FU YAN her today..
Wasnt purposely one larrr!~
I was just XI GUAN to do those emoticons and dont know what to replyyy..><"
Forgive me pleaseeeeeeee=) <3

Professor King is damn lengzai~~
*FAINT*
Love him more and more day by day..~ <3
Not only Professor King..
RAYMOND LAM is lengzai ! :D
*love love love*

That's all for today=)
Muacks^^

Monday, June 7, 2010

Feelings~

原来我只是不起眼的糖粒,
四散着落下,
然后无助地融化、消失在这个纷纷乱乱的世界..
没有人会发现怎么开始的,
更不会有人关心是以什么方式结束...

我以为世界就是这样,
不会因为你出现就失衡,
不会因为你离去而崩毁..
可是为什么心还是很痛很痛,好像世界末日一样?

这世界不就是如此?
好与坏有着微妙的平衡,
得到跟失去间有着对等的机率,
不是完全的二选一,
但也没有绝对的单选题..

恋爱这种东西啊~
保存期限很模糊..
有时短得令人措手不及,
有时候长的几乎让人忘了他的效期.....

每天的每天,
我数着有你驻足的记忆..
边回忆,边增添新的剧情~
像是一部不愿结束的戏剧..
每天每天,
我期待着新的剧情,
有你的回忆~

不是不曾用心,
是我用一种最不具有负担的力量..
把我的心放在你的身上..

当真的在乎时,
什么都珍贵,
即便是打哈欠流的眼泪。
当你不在乎时,
就是哭道眼睛瞎掉,
也是枉然~

我哭、我笑,
不一定代表什么~
惯于隐藏情绪,
惯于用祸心包裹真心..
我知道我永远比不上,她在你心中的美~

有点糟糕,我现在在回忆里出不来~
心有一半装满了你..
却有另一半还遗落在那个不愿回忆的过往里头,
痛苦、挣扎..
我不愿让你看到,
却总是被你撞见,
我最脆弱的那一面......

反正也就不过如此,
心空空的让它空,
反正总有一天总会发现它莫名其妙的又被另一个人填满了...

你的一句话,
你知道抹煞了我多少的努力吗?
你不知道..
甚至根本不想知道~

为什么是你?
如果我找得到理由去喜欢你的话,
那我也就找得到理由说服自己放弃了~
所以懂吗?
没有为什么,就是喜欢而已..

不管怎样,
我还是我,
怎么屈就,
也都还是我~

[摘自《糖粉般的寂寞》]
我很喜欢..
因为很贴切的形容了我的心情~
稍微更改了一些字~

-完-

oh FUCK !

Hey
WTF !
You're so damn annoying~
Shit
Idiot
What should I do?
You really so NO FACE one meh~
Eiyerrrr~!
My whole day mood just SPOILED to hear you!~~~~
FUCKER~

You are such a spoiler
Never think of ppl's feelings
Use ur brain to think before you ACTION pleaseeee!

How would I know your THINGS?!
I'm not your WHO stupid~
YOU dont have to do till like that one lo~!!!
And I dont have to HELP you THIS and THAT ! STUPID~

Why should I MUST REPLY your msg?!
HUH!????
Oh FUCK!
You're just TOO annoying~!
And I was really get ENOUGH of it~

You're just SO SELFISH~
Your eyes are just YOU, YOURS and YOURSELF !
THINK ABOUT others' feelings~
We're not GOD that can CONCLUDE your EVERYTHING~!

YOU dont have to be close to us~
Cause we DONT WANT to close to you EITHER~

You DONT HAVE TO ask this or that okieeee~
I will tell if I want~
You are not my WHO too!

You're just too FUCKING DAMN ANNOYING~!
SHITTT~
I hate you! FUCKER !

就是犯贱!

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Holidayyyy~ =)

It's holiday~:)
just back from camp yesterday..
Well..
It was...
an indescribable camp..
those complicated feelings..
No one knows~
Cause no one ever try to find out~
Ok~
there was someone~
But not the one i need=(
What are you thinking?
I dont know..
But i can see that..
I am not needed anymore..~
I've been too sad for this for quite some times~
You never tell me what's your feeling..
Even if i ask,
You dont tell..
So..
I explained it as
YOU DONT NEED ME ANYMORE=]

It's ok..
Maybe wait until the day you need me,
I am still standing right here for you..
At least..

Glad to see you're happy with them..
If there's only unhappiness to be friend with me..
I'll just let go..
And i'm still alone..
after they all left=)

I never got the wrong feeling..
I should be the one who leave..
Cause I was the one who popped out suddenly and spoiled you all~

This is the first time..
A camp can let me know so many things~
Now only i realized~
that i am really misunderstood by so many people..
And i'm too tired to explain~

Sorry for those who are affected by my emo thingy~
I really dont mean to be like that..
I was really..
tired of EVERYTHING~

TANWEISHAN,
Maybe i really should set my blog to private right?
since you're the only one who will visit my blog=)
A blog specially for TWS? ;)

END

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

我该怎么办~
一波未平,一波又起~
我很担心..
已经近乎害怕的境界~
这件事情..
何时会落幕?
又会如何散场?
我无法向任何人倾诉我此刻的感受~
很想哭..
却不知道为了什么~
长久以来堆积的压力,
再加上这次事情的发生~
我该如何面对?

看了《还珠格格》..
我想到了我对学长团最好的比喻~
我对学长团就好比小燕子对皇宫~
有爱有恨~
爱它的人,
爱它的事,
爱它的物~
唯独讨厌它的规矩~
小燕子带着发髻,顶着旗头~
我带着红领带,配着黄牌子~
她必须背成语,背负着身为格格的形象,依然自得其乐~
爱死她那一句“要头一颗,要命一条”
我该如何才能如此豁达?
但小燕子终究博得老佛爷的欢心,
她皇阿玛的宠爱..
我呢?爸爸妈妈~
没有了~
阿头针对我都来不及~=="
即使到最后被贬回民间..
她依然有她的永琪,她的好朋友,她的哥哥,她的义父母~
我有什么?
朋友一个个离我而去~
去了KL的就不再理会~
无理取闹的无理取闹~
还好我还有一个陈苇善~
Bobo & Crystal更是我平日的开心果~
可是,这样看来我好像也只有他们~
其他的..
我甚至不知值不值得信任~

Sometimes I hope to make a private BLOG~
Only for me~
But what use if a blog is just for yourself without anybody knows?
Who are you sharing with?
与其这样,不如去写日记算了~

This post
ended with sadness, curiousity and some complicated feelings=(

Monday, May 17, 2010

不满~

我们说错了吗?
你们不都看到了吗?
这的确是一种比较~
因为我们认了~
觉悟吧~~!
我们是在说事实!
连你自己都这么说,
你还想否认什么?
你还有什么资格说我们?

对你..
我不知道我在你眼里..
甚至是心里,
究竟是什么样的地位~
或许..
我只是路过的~
一个路人对你而言~
似乎一点也不重要..~
你依然拥有属于你自己的朋友~
我想..
我只是你面对难题时,
一个暂时的雨伞~
风雨后,
雨伞没用了..
可以丢了~
你又回归原位~
继续你的路程..~

今天想起了一个比喻~

友情就像咖啡~
不同的人有不同的口味~
有些喜欢加奶精~
有的喜欢加糖..~
有的喜欢什么都不加..
苦苦的,
也别有一番风味..~

但是咖啡一旦放久了,
没有适度的保温~
失去了原有的温度,
咖啡就会变质~
即使你在加多少的热水或糖精,
味道始终不会变得和之前的一样~

我真的不懂你心里在想什么~
If it's my fault, I apologize..~
但可不可以请你再判我死刑前,
给我一个充分的理由~

I dont like to be emo~
But sometimes..
There's just something that come all of the sudden
And make me like that=(

Today is my emo-est day temporarily..~
I never think that I can be so confusing about something like this=(

+enD_

Saturday, May 15, 2010

My dearest TANWEISHAN's Birthday:))))


Retard (GLEE) XD

Hari ini adalah BIRTHDAY retard ini~ xD
Happy Birthday, TANWEISHAN:))
I love this retard very very muchiieeeee:D
She is my only cousin who is same year with me=D
Still older than me beberapa bulan~ xD

I still remember that..
Since we're very very little..
We liked to mix around and play those stupid PRINCESS thing.
And the hide and seek people thing XD
It was fun for us that time..
During that time..
We used to argue everytime..
We shared our every little secrets..

And now..
The older we get,
The nicer memory we have=D


This is the one we took last year in GENTING:)

I miss the days when we're in Perak!
Always stay awake until morning only sleep~
LOL..~
Thinking back now..
We're like never sleep for very long time de hor? lolx
Still remember your AH CHANG~?
Your crazyness to GUAN YU~ LOL~!!!
AhQin led you to that what? XD

In genting..
LOL~
Cant sleep at midnight..
Then went to DA GEI~
And then what?
We ate ice-cream during the cold midnight..
And saw some GUY dancing sambil dont-know-doing-wat-thing in the pub~
XD!~


NAH!

This is one of the photo we took when you're in SANDAKAN :D
Your first time to here:))

Cousins are beloved:D
And today..
it's one of my beloved cousin's birthday:) <3

Happy Birthday again TANWEISHAN~
I LOVE YOU:D <3

_EnD_+

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

@.@

Feeling so dizzy@.@
Going to fever again i think><
Still tired..
I slept for 2 periods today in school!
hahaha!
Really niceee:D
Tired ma..
And the head so heavy edi><
Aikss..

Improved alot on my concentration already..XD
Really la.. X)


Orang ini amat saya rindui~ =(

TANWEISHAN! I miss you so damn much la~
Lots of things to tell you again..=(
Nicest memory with this retarded COUSIN~!!:D
Thinking back also will laugh one! hahax
PMR and UEC please faster come and go faster too!
And then~
DECEMBER..~ I am waiting=)

Getting down-er everyday at home..=(
At school still okie..
But at home..
When I'm alone in my room..
Feel like..
Oh my~
Really downn=(
Dont know why..
I always think things to the NEGATIVE sides recently..
Their unimportant word that I used to be ignore and dont care..
Can hurt me really easily now..
I dont like to show my hurt-face~
I SHOWED that i dont care...
But the heart was like being sliced~
I dont know what happened to me..
Their actions..
Their words..
And those sentences..
Really make me feel down when i think back at home=(
But actually
I wasnt that sad..
I just dont know how to describe my feelings~
I really feel like I'm just being ABANdONED by everyone!
(except for my family of course><")
They're like telling I am so not important actually..~

Okie fine..
I was just..
FA XIE-ING~
Tell me what should I do~

TANWEISHAN,
Maybe we're facing some kind of same probs~ =(
Still love die you;)

DA END@@
P/S: LOVE DIE J3A/10 too=)

Monday, May 10, 2010

Tired for all~ =(

I am tired!
I just feel that right after the debate finished~
When the result was out,
I was really brought down~=(
Oh *DOOOOOOOOOOOOT* !
How would it possible!?
This competition really unfair for ALMOST ALL of us><
This is really so DAMNNNNN UNFAIR!
FUCK!
After listening to what ahbu said..
I was really almost cried out..
My tears are ready for it..
But I just didnt let it drop and walked away=(
I dont wanna cry because of it..
I promised myself NOT TO CRY for this..
I really feel TIRED~
about EVErYtHING~
I just dont have the energy to do anything elseeee=(

I still have a test tomorrow=(
Lots of things needa finish within this week..
Aiks..
TIRED!

Simon's BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ! :)
The only thing that cheered me up~
But..
Sinyee had flied to KL today=X
Gonna miss euuuuu=)

gotta sleepy~
Nights everyone=)

Sunday, May 2, 2010

HApi daY~ XD

Labour Day,
Woke up early in the morning and went to school~
Cause what..
I was going to RDC for HALF day trip~
Oh my~~
It was the 3rd time I went there already..
But still..
Had so much fun~ =D
YONGBOYEE, CHOONGSHINYU, CHONGKAIYI and GARy YAP!
They're such great companions !
hahaha!

The stupiak Lee Neng Yung~
Cant stop calling me that one~
Ishhhh~
Made them know about it summore~
Especially the most 38 one!
OMG~
I hate her=="

Chatted with LeeWeiChong again~
He is really a great great great friennddddddd~
I love him FOR FRIENDS~!!!
Dia itu ngong ngong punya~
Always give us "CHEN HUI LING ar CHEN HUI LING~"
XD

I didnt go to STEP boat this time..
Felt so no mood to go and STEP~
Maybe it's because of TANWEISHAN XD
That was one of the greatest memory to be with TANWEISHAN~
And really so no mood to STEP yesterday..
MANY of them know WHYYYY~
But I promised my LAOPO to go STEP with her next time~ =)

Went to tuition after RDC~
So chamm~
tired like hell><
But really had fun~
hahaha!
Laughed my ass off~
Jacky.. You started to be sampat sampat alr huh~
XD

Went to Mrs Lai again~
TIRED ar~
Kept dreaming at there=="
I came out early..
But left the latest~
Have to thank my DEAREST MANDA for this huh~
><
Made me lap=="

Steamboat with my dearest friends~
WOOHOOOOOO~
Cause manda was backkkk=D
Went to yumcha at Secret Recipe~
And started camwhoring~XD
Tat jen jen~
Kept saying what
"My Secret, My home~"
LOL~
Apa lalang dengan that~ XD
This is the one I thk most nice ! But manda doesnt allow me to upload~

Looked retarded~ XD
Go view my fb for more:)

Todayyy~
Went to tuition early in the morning again~
Love there very muchhhieeeeeeee=)
And then..
Had lunch at Simsim..
Afterthat..
LIBRARY timeeeeeeeeeee!
I went to cut my hair
LOL
Cut liao like no cut one=="
I cant see any different..

And then,
Jacky's house again!
I've been gone to his house for like..
4 weeks continuously~ LOL
We did the floor plan thing~
THat Liaw yee minn~
hahaha~ he really funny de~
Always say..
"aiya.. don say la.. later post at her blog again"
Well...
i do think it is funny~ XD
AFter liaw yee minn and elliot left..
We played Dragonball using PlayStation~ XD

WongWaiChung really cheap one lo~hahaha~
never win me de~ XD
I have the potential what~ XD
Went to sleep right after I reached home~
Tooooooooooo tired la~
Wanna sleep soon de lo=)

Tomorrow need to wake up early to draw the plan;)
Tas~ =)

Friday, April 30, 2010

Thanks for all~ =)

First of all..
A big THANKS to my debate mates~
We've all done our best=)
This is the greatest memory i have in this junior life=)
Thanks for those teachers who did tell us the points~
Thankyou very muchiii~
TJ, sorry for disappointing you ya=)
Thanks for your help~
You really helped us alot=)
Thanks for those who supported us=)
We love you all:))

Well~
We didnt actually done our best today=(
So..
Lost it already..
nevermind la=)
Just gain the experience la=)

I felt like wanna cry~
But I dont want to..
Especially in front of so many friends that are concerned about me=)
I love them all~
But I disappointed them=(
So I have to be strong now=3

TANWEISHAN reminded me of PMR~
and PMR reminded me of UEC~~
Awwwww~
How pity am i=(
4 months already..
I never ever nervous about these two exams~
But now..
Starting to think about it~
And I feel like..
OMG~!!!!!!!!

And our final exam~
Oh GOSHHH!
We have 13 chapters to study for SCIENCE ONLY~
Aiks..
Pityyyy us=(
Well..
Now I see the benefits of losing the debate..
We can concentrate on our studies or what?
But something that's sure..
I wont start my studies so early~
XD

Piano exam in JUne (maybe)
Now only started to learn the 3rd song~
OMG~
Believe in myself~
And have to start practise HARD now~

I suddenly realised that..
I still love my class..
When they're being cute><"
but the evil them..
OMG~
I still love them..
But hate them as much as i love them THAT TIME~ XD

Love SOME of the teachers
Woohoooo=D

In the conclusion,
my days recently are sooooooooooooo good=)

And hey,
How will you feel if I tell you I love you?><"

ENNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDdddddd~

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Craaaaapppppppppppppppp~

Reading TAN WEI SHAN's blog make me wanna blog~XD
Three tests just over in these 2 days~
I've wasted alot of bullets~
Pray for me...

This is a not-so-busy-week~
not so only..
Still BUSY one~ ><"
Geography project have to give her see the heading this Friday~
The SENIORS havent give me their FORM yetttttttt~
Debate Semi-Final this Friday~~
[[Goood LUck~!]]

School these days are not bad..
At least..
He TALK LESS~ =="
And I am still tolerating~=="

My dear mummmy made us a juice today..
Celeries+Lettuce+Tomato+BAWANG+Lemon+Apple+Honey
The taste is definitely ...... ><"

By The Way,
SHE GONE CRAZY ALREADY ONE LARRR~!

I would like to think of it CAREFULLY again=="

Gotta GOOOOOOOOOOOOooo~
Tas=)
p/S: STILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL~ ! )=

Saturday, April 24, 2010

*ehem*

那是一个美梦,
美得我不想醒过来,
却也美得永远没办法实现~
我到今天才发现,
原来我一直没有放下过~
今天的遇见,
心里五味参杂..
第一个反应,
真的吓到了,
却也很开心~
跟我打招呼的那一刻,
我脑袋完全当机~
原来我真的很想你~
原来我还很在乎你~
原来我还有好多原来~

不想接受的事实还是亲眼目睹了~
你们之间好和谐、好舒服~
很妒嫉,
很羡慕,
为你们感到高兴,
为自己感到伤心~

我这是何苦?
她问我 ,“他值得吗?”
我不懂
真的不懂..
外人无法明白~
自己也参不透~

我无法控制自己不去想~
脑海中不断浮现那些回忆..
和那零零碎碎的片段..
原来我真的还很爱你~
=(

Thursday, April 22, 2010

HUA YU DE post~

你真的是很狗屎烦~
不要酱无知+幼稚+白痴+无聊了好吗
你已经15岁了
成熟一点!
天天酱子讲人很开心啦是不是!?
你迟早一个朋友都不剩!
你从来不觉得的事,
让我现在告诉你~
他们并不喜欢你,
或许不讨厌,
但肯定不喜欢你那狗屎般的性格!
一次失恋就大完啊?!
失恋就了不起吗!?
你现在这种状况真的是歹死给人飞~
脾气暴躁,喜欢乱打人,讲话不留余地,是又讲不是又讲,毫无根据没有理由的话,你统统都要讲!
讲饱它啦你!

还有那个粉肠~
38到像海酱!
我跟人家讲话的内容干你屁事啊!?
去当告密者~
发油~!
明知道我们的关系已经极度不好了~
还要去告诉他!
不止一次哦!
上次也是酱!?
你要什么哦~
是人都知道你接近他只是为了她罢了~
只有他一个蒙松松!
你们两个真的是天生一队的啦!
一个嘴巴臭,一个38海~
去当gay ehhh~
不然真的是超级浪费的!

还有你~
那堆人已经酱讨厌你了,
就拜托你,
有一点自知之明!
改一改你那种习惯好吗!?
你那天讲的那些话真的是让我极度,非常,超厉害不爽!
你是不是真得像弄到全世界都不爽你?
你真的不觉得你在班上是被针对的吗?
全班大概只有大部分女生和她对你没有东西吧!
醒醒啦!
看一看这个世界除了爱情,
友情也很重要~
拜托你改一改你那个款吧!
不要让我也讨厌你~!

很累啊最近~
天天去到学校都一定会睡觉~~~~
太累了啦~
根本没有一天是睡超过6小时的~T.T
忙到爆!
天天不是考试就是GIRL GUIDE !
还有比赛!
烦啊!

最近很不爽~
就酱~
白白~~~~~~

Monday, April 19, 2010

Busier days commiinnnnggggggggg~

WHEEEEEEEEE !
We won the debate :)
But actually..
Not VERY happy~
felt nothing special when first heard the result><
The next competition will be on this Saturday..
4 days for us to prepare only~
Good Luck PLEEEAAAAASSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
And actually
this whole day mood not so good one~ =(
Ermm~ I also dont know y..
Aiks..
Only for like after the third recess only got better..
Reason?
I dont know=)

You are really so unpredictable..
Crazy but sometimes so DARN COLD ~ =(

This week have so damn many tests arhhhh! SHIAT! ><"

~END~
p/s:Bobo and Crystal are such GREAT FRIENDS! I {hearts} them <3 :D

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Days like S H I T ~ =( D:

This week is so DAMN busy mannnnn!
Busy until I have not enough sleep..
ANGRY EVERYDAY !!!! =(
{sorry to my friends~~~}

Chatted with SinYee yesterday:D
I was so damn happy to see her lo!
Long time no see already..
Really L O N G time no see alr><
Talked about many many and many things again yesterday~
LOL~
I enjoy chatting with her:D

The sejarah project~
DAMN IT!
Have to pass up tomorrow..
But I still havent finish it=="
Going to continue with it later~~~
Girl Guide~~
SECRETARY again!!!
I hate this position la!
ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Busy till I die..
Everyday wanna care them got hand in the form already anot~
Why cant they come to me!?

The day before yesterday,
I really GEK SIM !
ISHHHHH~

YOU are so dead !
I was just caring you and asking you nicely~
And that's the way you treated me!?
O K lah !
Dont talk then dont talk lo!
Dont ever expect me to talk to you !
Dont show me your big face!
I am not your who to tolerate you until like that!
FUCK OFF la !

DONT ASK ME !
I MEAN IT~
(except for TAN WEI SHAN><")

END ! :@

Sunday, April 11, 2010

I Am So Darnn Tired ! D:

Red house Celebration Party yesterday=)
Chatted alot with Kaiyi again=D
Actually..
I was with her for almost the WHOLE night XD
Of course I did chat with other friends la..
Mostly with her only:D
And then..
Camwhored with Bev~ xD
But the photos are not so nice..
Some are nice la~
Not all~ =(
I didnt eat a thing at Vun Syee's house yesterday night..~
But went to have supper with my dad after that~ xD

This morning..
Had my tuition again~~~
Tired-nya~
Afternoon went to school for Prefect Board..
Tonight have to go to Jacky's house~
To discuss the debate thing..
Going to compete next Monday..~
Nervous~~~ =(

Countdown: 8 days more~
ByebyE
p/s: Tan Sze Chi havent reply my email for 9 days already=(

Friday, April 9, 2010

Last weeeeeeeeek

Sports Day
Nthing to describe much..
I had fun~
We had fun :D
The main point is,
RED HOUSE WON ! =D

And then what?
I had fever for two days..
Suffered~~~
Now keep coughing like hellllll~
Pityyy la~
Aiks..

But actually these days quite lucky=D
Chatted alot with Weichong these days=)
Chatted alot with Kaiyi too^^
My most recent science test got A ! :D
I've flown to heaven alr xD

Kaicheng's face expression is funny !
LOL!
Always thinks that I gonna molest him~
Hahahahahaha !
I like the way he acted~
He is going to die..
Since I'll always wanna see his that special face expression~ xD

I'm now missing
TAN WEI SHAN,
TAN SZE CHI,
LAU ZHI YAN,
LEE PEI YING,
SIMON CHONG,
NG SAN TECK,
YONG SIN YEE......
BADLY!!!!!!! =(
--End--

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

A tag

幸福 热气球:第一阶段

1. 绰号:Feipo xD

2. 星座:Saggitarius

3. 生日: 23rd Nov=)

4. 兴趣:Books and Computer !

5. 血型:A

6. 最宝贵的东西:Family, Cousies and FRIENDS =D

7. 最讨厌的东西:A lot !@@


幸福热气球:第二阶段


1.有喜欢的人吗: Banyak Banyak~


2.有交往吗: Married


3.幸福吗: 非常


4.他很爱你吗: LOL ! xD



幸福热 气球:第三阶段


1. 你被谁点:TAN WEI SHAN


2. 他是你的谁:Dear Cousie~x)


3. 他的个性是:Sampat :D


4. 他长得怎样:Pwetty :D


5. 跟他认 识多久:since I was born xD

6. 你想跟他说什么:I MISS YOU ! :D

7. 如果他变成你的情人:Married~ xD



幸福热气球: 第四阶段

1. 最爱的音乐:A LOT !


2. 最爱的季节:我活在马来西亚


3. 最爱的卡通:CONAN !=D


4. 最爱的颜色:Blue


5. 最想去的国家:Errrr..


6. 最爱的水果:Apple=)


7. 最爱的饮料:Juice



幸福热气 球:第五阶段


1. 你很爱哭吗:VERY !xD


2. 你很爱笑吗: VERY VERY MUCH ! XDDDD


3. 你是很有信心的人吗:depends


4. 你想要怎样的生活:The way it is=)


5. 你喜欢自己吗: Of course=="


7. 你喜欢睡觉吗:My hobby~xD


8. 你喜欢唱歌吗:Quite..



幸福热气 球:第六阶段


点名啊 : Shinli, Jwei & Simon !
p/s: If only they see this post~ xD

Sunday, March 28, 2010

These days=/

I really dont know how to express myself these days..
Well..
Although I'm bad mood..
I dont show it~
And I still have to pretend that I'm happy~
like I DONT CARE!
But the truth is,
I am not happy !
I CARE !=="
I really do~
Why do you need to do that to me?!
Just because my marks are higher than yours or what?!
I wasnt purposely to say that to hurt you~
But it's YOU who started it all~
Tell me what you want la !
Aiks..~

And I still have to solve YOUR prob although I'm also bad mood~
Dont you feel that you're really annoying me MUCH?!
Hey,
That's your ****ing prob,
NOT MINE !
Why do you have to pull me in it and like I SHOULD help you?!
ARGHHH~

Uhya~
Mr Tan is sick..
And he has to go to West Malaysia for RAWATAN~
Bless him=)
I respect him alot!
And I dont know what gets him sick~
Just hope that he'll get well soon and come back to continue teaching us=))

Sports Day next week~
Quite nervous~
As I have 2 events and marching><
RED HOUSE, GAMBATEH ya !!! :D

Decided to take part in debate..
But now,
I'm regret-ing..
Cause what,
We're going to versus J3D~
They're really geng de loh~
Gonna lose the first time I take part de lo=(
But as my sis said,
The most important part is the process=]
Just add oil and enjoy the process..
I will go through it=)

I have no idea what I mean to you~
I'm still thinking of that sentence..~
The really confusing sentence~
But you're now like..
Keep ignoring me..=="
Talk to you also like..
I'm talking to an ice><
Aiks~
CONFUSING~!!!
I hate this feeling=="

This post END with unhappy, confusing and weird feelings==